I Have Severe OCD

Before anyone asks yes, i have been diagnosed by professionals who specialize in OCD. I think it's important to spread awareness for OCD because the word gets tossed around to often, because ppl think its just being a neat freak or germaphobe or perfectionist. I have every theme except one and most ppl dont know OCD has alot of characteristics of autism. It is debilitating at times i sit and scratch my skin and bite my nails till they bleed i constantly have panic attacks causing myself to rip my hair out, my husband has to hold my hands so i dont punch myself in the head trying to get the bad inner dialogs to stop. I personally have up to 5 inner dialogs in my head at once sometimes and its exhausting. I struggle to have fun because of constant fear i havent been to a movie theater since 2019 as an example. my husband has to hold doors open for me because i cant touch them. I once cried and had to shower scrubbing my skinn just because i cleaned the fridge out and still felt unclean. I constantly have unwanted thoughts that i cant get out of my head (and no everyone has intrusive thoughts but for ppl with OCD its different) cant go into detail because its alarming to ppl who dont understand what OCD truly is. I would truly give anything to be normal just even for a day. This illness feels like a death sentence most days.#storytime #lemon8contest

2024/7/1 Edited to

... Read moreObsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is often misunderstood as mere perfectionism or cleanliness. However, it encompasses a wide range of symptoms that can severely impact daily life. Many individuals with OCD experience intrusive thoughts that compel them to engage in repetitive behaviors to alleviate anxiety. This vicious cycle makes simple tasks daunting and creates significant distress. It is crucial to spread awareness about OCD to counter the stigma and promote understanding. Resources like support groups, therapy, and self-help strategies can play an essential role in managing OCD. Additionally, connecting with others who share similar struggles can provide invaluable emotional support. Educating ourselves and others about the true nature of OCD is a vital step toward compassion and healing. If you or someone you know experiences symptoms of OCD, reaching out to mental health professionals can be a life-changing decision. Remember, you're not alone in this journey, and help is available.

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I feel for you and I hope you will find healing and comfort. I am also diagnosed with severe OCD. It can feel so isolating. The intrusive thoughts truly are relentless. Thank you for sharing your story here💜

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