If you can't see what you had no matter what I say will ever matter... you lost you and blamed me. U never had something real before and what feels great can destroy us the worst . So I understand the trauma of the past and the self sabotage to go back to safe u.. but it's not the same is it u know what you had was real yet u made yourself believe it was not . For self preservation . You scared of the new what can I say.
If you can't see what you had no matter what I say will ever matter... you lost you and blamed me. U never had something real before and what feels great can destroy us the worst . So I understand the trauma of the past and the self sabotage to go back to safe u.. but it's not the same is it u know what you had was real yet u made yourself believe it was not . For self preservation . You scared of the new what can I say.