13 Weeks Pregnant in Hell
My husband wrote a diary on a sharing app for the first time.
Morning sickness was heavier than I imagined at the first matter, morning sickness started from the latter half of the 6th week and from the 8th week I had to take a leave of absence at home. I was really licking the early pregnancy orz
Usually I can only say "I'm tired," "I feel bad," "I sleep" without saying anything My husband who takes care of me who eats, vomits and sleeps, goes shopping even though it is the end of work, cooks rice, washes dishes, and cleans on holidays.
Even though I can't eat and vomit what I made for morning sickness, my husband says "Don't overdo it." Seriously, it's a waste for me 😭
I went to IV drip every 2-3 days because I was in a state of hyperexia, and I was sorry that I could only say "thank you" and "sorry" to my husband when I cried alone during the day.
It was hard to bother my husband, but I was very happy and cried even though the diary "Ganbare" that I wrote for the first time was just one word. I only got thank you, but my heart became very light 🥹
Today I entered the 14th week and I feel that morning sickness has become a little better I wrote it because I wanted to record my recent happy story 🥲
I haven't reported my pregnancy to any of my friends yet, and I haven't been able to talk about my feelings anywhere.
妊娠中のつわりは、本当に人それぞれで、私の場合は6週目の後半から始まり、かなり重篤な症状が続きました。特に初妊婦だと、体の変化に戸惑い、不安や孤独感が強いと思います。私もつわりで食事がうまくいかず、寝ることと吐くことの繰り返しで、精神的にも辛い時期がありました。 そんな時に夫が日記アプリに「がんばれ」と一言書いてくれたことが、とても救いになりました 。言葉は短くても、私に対する気遣いが伝わり、心が楽になったのは忘れられません。夫の支えは、妊娠悪阻で点滴に通う日々の中で大きな力となりました。家事や買い物、料理まで全て負担してくれ、体を休めることができました。 妊娠13週を過ぎると少しずつつわりも落ち着いてきましたが、その間の体験を通じて、妊娠中は一人で無理せず家族の協力を得ることがとても重要だと実感しました。もしつわりで苦しい思いをしている人がいたら、自分の体と心を大切にし、そしてパートナーとも小さなコミュニケーションを積み重ねてみることをおすすめします。 つわりはつらいけれど、赤ちゃんが育っている証拠。私はまだ周囲に妊娠報告ができていませんが、こうして文章にして気持ちを整理することで心が軽くなりました。マタニティライフにはさまざまな試練がありますが、助け合いながら乗り越えていきたいですね。