Last details before I go to Hermosa Beach, where I will be spending Christmas for a few days 🎄. I moved to Los Angeles from Sweden 12 years ago when I was only 20 years old and did not know a single soul. I have a boyfriend for the first time in my life and I will be spending Christmas with him. There are many contradictions to my feelings. I’m so happy that there is a Christmas spirit and many people involved this year. But as a writer, I always feel a pull towards solitude. I’ve gotten better at socializing and reaching out to people. And will do my best to keep my energy strong enough to be surrounded by multiple people in a house several days in a row. This is part of my manifestation and what I’ve been wanting to create for so long. So now that it’s finally here, I will try to enjoy it. Even if getting close to people is the most confronting thing for me.

Merry Christmas, everyone. You deserve all your heart desires, and when you put it out there, it’ll come. It did for me ❤️