Struggling to stay a float
Y’all, when I say I am struggling. I mean, I feel like I’m dying on the inside. But I’ve done well to hide it. So well that my husband doesn’t think I’m stressed about what’s going on or depressed.
And let me tell you, I cry more often than I would like. I go to those dark places more often than I want too. It’s gotten to the point where I am thinking about getting on antidepressants for a period. Because I just need something to help me for the time being.
And although I am trusting God with this process, i find that waiting for God to give me clarity on what to do is hard. So right now, I am trying to stand still and fully let go and let God do His thing. But I’m human, I’m not perfect. So I find myself impatient and trying to rush God. But I have to remember that He will do things when He says the timing is right.
So please pray for me, pray for this season in my life. I know you don’t know me or what’s going on. But I greatly appreciate the prayers.
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Praying for peace, clarity and wisdom for you 🥰