Went to a funeral …
So as one of my post mention a funeral I was worried about going
So I went! My sister, thank God, was also able to go! I’m so glad she was able to go ! But I also worried for her! She had a full on panic attack today and I never seen her do that! Why? It cause of our toxic mother.
My great uncle had passed Christmas Day and I had to find out through my ex brother n law. Who isn’t family anymore!
My mom couldn’t be bothered to pick up the phone for me OR my sister! And I betcha anything it would be the same for my grandma!
Mom done a lot of unforgivable things and yes we should let it go but this also continues into our adulthood, I’m 35 my sister is 40 and still happening.
I had to remind her that what went on today was for show cause mom was surrounded by people who didn’t lived with us.
How can you truly forgive someone who chose to abuse you as a child and into adulthood that was supposed to love you and protect you and guide you??
If you ever lived with or have or had a narcissist parent then you must know what I’m talking about? And if you don’t know, I hope you never do
Plus, isn’t this a pretty rose! At least mom was kind enough to let me and my sister have a piece












































































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