The Unfiltered reality of Disability

I feel absolutely devastated. The last 4 years have been a living nightmare of hell in my own mind and body.

I’ve been trying to get doctors to medically recognize my symptoms and my experience since I was 16 and since 2020 my health declined rapidly and I ended up being hospitalized multiple times in a month time frame and within 2 years after. Go me for not getting admitted for my mental health for almost 3 years now 🎉

Can’t say the same about my damn body falling apart though 🙃

I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar, MDD, BPD, and with blood conditions and disorders, and Orthostatic Hypotension.

I deal with fainting and dizzy spells, heart palpitations, low blood pressure, migraines, insomnia, nausea, and vomiting and so much more

And I just got word back from the department of disability determination and they denied me everything because I’m not “disabled enough” and I could find other work.

When every job I found fired me because I was too sick to show up or for good performance

I just feel devastated and hopeless. This process has been taking over a year and my partner and I are struggling. He’s struggling to take care of the 3 of us and I feel like a burden. It just doesn’t feel fair.

#safespace #lemon8challenge #lemon8diarychallenge #dysautonomiaawareness #disability #disabledcreator

2024/10/21 Edited to

... Read moreLiving with a disability often comes with numerous challenges that can feel overwhelming. Many individuals face hurdles not only with their physical health but also in securing acknowledgment from medical professionals. It’s crucial to understand that disabilities can manifest in diverse ways, affecting mental and physical well-being. In this article, we discuss the impact of conditions like bipolar disorder, orthostatic hypotension, and others that can lead to complicated health management. These experiences highlight the need for compassion and support within society. Furthermore, navigating the bureaucratic disability determination process can be frustrating. Many applicants find themselves denied assistance despite their genuine struggles. This predicament emphasizes the importance of advocacy and community support for those faced with similar situations. Sharing stories can foster a sense of belonging and help to dispel misconceptions about disabilities. Organizations focused on disability awareness and rights can provide resources and a platform for voices that often go unheard. It’s about creating a safe space where individuals can express their feelings and challenges without judgment. Engaging in discussions and utilizing hashtags like #dysautonomiaawareness and #disabledcreator not only raises awareness but also builds a network of support. Together, we can work towards a society that respects and understands the complexities of living with a disability.

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