Today has been hard
Today I am devastated. I did not think could be possible. Unfortunately my HCG went down to 57. I am not pregnant. I was so happy for 48 hours.
It has been 3 long years.
Years one: removed my birth control. Did not have a period for one whole year. My primary physician said it was because of my weight.
Year two: met an amazing obgyn. It was thought I had PCOS. I had to take medication to start my period. Then had around 12 medicated cycles with letrazol and clomid.
Year three: I was referred to an infertility specialist. I was officially diagnosed with PCOS at this clinic. I had 3 IUIs. My second one was successful but I lost it. The doctor said it was a chemical pregnancy due to low HCG levels. I went through STIMs for IVF egg retrieval. We got 7 eggs. My first transfer was positive. But now we will be moving on to the next one at some point.
#ivfjourney#infertility #infertilityjourney #embracevulnerability
In the journey of infertility, emotional and physical challenges are common. Low HCG levels, as experienced here, can signify a setback during treatments such as IVF. It's crucial for individuals facing these realities to seek support from healthcare professionals and connect with communities sharing similar experiences. Open conversations about next steps after disappointing news are essential; they can lead to vital recommendations and emotional healing. Resources like online forums and support groups provide a space for shared stories, advice, and encouragement. Staying informed about options, such as lifestyle changes to manage conditions like PCOS or exploring alternative pathways to parenthood, can empower those in similar situations. Remember, you're not alone in this journey, and knowing when to reach out for help can make a significant difference.
So sorry 🙏🏼❤️