You're not crazy. There is a deep seated passion within you, however, you don't feel worthy to pursue it. You are someone's answered prayer.
Pray about it. God will confirm it with you if you ask.
Write the vision. Sit with the Holy Spirit and ask Him to give you the strategy on how He desires it to be carried out and you write it down.
Execute the plan. Begin to walk it out by working on and in it. It will not be perfect, however, God is with you and will help you if you allow Him to. Put one foot in front of the other and keep moving.
Ask God to send your Cornelius connections for they are designed specifically to assist you.
We have work to do. As I pen this, I'm speaking to myself as well. I have learned some time ago you must reflect and be honest with yourself in order to heal, proceed and succeed in life.
Everything you need, including God, is within you and you will not fail.
In today's fast-paced world, many individuals struggle to identify their true passions. It’s essential to engage in self-reflection and prayer, as these practices can lead to clarity and conviction about your life's purpose. Start by writing down your thoughts and feelings, as this act not only organizes your mind but also allows the Holy Spirit to guide you. Establish a routine of prayer, asking for guidance and insight on how to manifest the dreams that God has placed in your heart. Remember, you are not alone in this quest. The right connections, like 'Cornelius connections' mentioned in scripture, can open doors and provide assistance in your journey. Seek out mentors or friendships that resonate with your vision and goals, creating an atmosphere of support. Also, understand that achieving your goals is often a step-by-step process. Perfection is not the aim; progress is. Each small step taken can lead you closer to fulfilling the divine purpose for your life. Continuously ask for God's support, believe in your capabilities, and watch as you begin to transform your passion into reality.