it got weird 🤨

Sometimes, when I look into the mirror and see a cute, put-together version of myself, I still feel that odd disconnect—like something about me is 'weird' or off. It’s like the outside is saying, "Look, I fit in," but the inside is whispering, "I’m not sure how to be normal." This feeling of being different is more common than we might admit. Society often pushes a standard for what ‘normal’ should look or feel like, but the truth is, everyone has their quirks and unique traits. When I first experienced these feelings, I struggled to reconcile my outward appearance, which some might call ‘cute’ or ‘normal,’ with my sense that I was somehow different or unsure how to be ‘typical.’ What helped me was accepting that there is no one-size-fits-all for normal. We all have our perspectives, experiences, and internal worlds that make us who we are. Embracing these differences, rather than fighting them, opened me up to being more authentic and comfortable in my own skin. If you feel like ‘I don’t know how to be,’ remember that this is a journey many people share. Engaging in self-reflection, finding communities that celebrate uniqueness, and giving yourself permission to be imperfect can transform this weirdness into a beautiful aspect of your personality. So next time you find yourself 'looking all cute' but feeling off or unsure, know that it's okay. It’s part of your unique story, and sharing these honest feelings helps build connection and understanding with others navigating similar thoughts.