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[Alive, here]

He's alive, here.

i'm not replacing anyone.

You don't have to compare yourself to anyone.

As you

Even days that don't go well and nights that stop

It wasn't all a waste, it was all a testimony

i almost broke my heart because i was really alive.

I cried because I loved you properly

I feel more pain than I feel nothing

Much more precious now

He's breathing.

My chest is moving.

I'm looking at the scenery and thinking about something

It's just a miracle.

You don't have to be anything special.

You don't have to have great success.

Beyond today

That alone is amazing enough

He's alive, here.

Not in the past, not in the future

I feel "now"

Certainly in this place

You exist.

And it is the only light in the world

It's okay if it seems to disappear

It's okay to be weak

The light is here.

It's in you.

I'm alive

That alone is already beautiful ๐Ÿ˜Š

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