The mental transformation of a single mother in three years
Today, after dropping my daughter off at school, I sat in the kitchen sipping my coffee. The sunlight fell perfectly upon the pothos plant I’ve been nurturing for three years, and suddenly, I was transported back to the person I was three years ago—back then, I struggled just to keep myself and my daughter fed, let alone dare to imagine something as ambitious as "starting a business."
If you are currently at a low point in your life—feeling as though the weight of the world is crushing you—I’d like to share my story with you. Perhaps it might offer you a glimmer of strength.
The Hardest Part Isn't the Lack of Money; It's Feeling Like You're "Finished"
The year I got divorced, my daughter had just turned four. I was 28 years old, with no savings and no marketable skills; I relied entirely on loans from my family just to pay the rent on our apartment. The most soul-crushing part wasn't the hardship of our daily lives, but the overwhelming sense that I was "finished"—what kind of future could a middle-aged woman with no special talents, raising a child on her own, possibly have?
During that period, I spent my days sighing constantly; phone calls with my best friends turned into weeping sessions, and whenever I confided in my mother, it was nothing but a litany of complaints. My daughter would be playing nearby, yet my mind would be consumed by a single, haunting question: *What on earth can I possibly give her in this life?*
The turning point arrived when I started selling second-hand baby and maternity items on Facebook. I wasn't doing it to launch a business—it was purely to earn a little extra pocket money to buy diapers for my baby. To my surprise, once I started selling, people actually began asking if I had any other items available.
That was the moment I realized: it seemed I actually had a knack—a certain intuition—for the art of "selling things."
Waking Up to Reality: My First "Rejection"
I began to seriously research how to open a store on Amazon; once I had cleared out all my second-hand inventory, I started listing brand-new products. For my first shipment, I stocked up on 50 small toys, fully expecting to make a profit of two or three hundred dollars.
The result? Thirty days went by, and I hadn't sold a single item.
I called a friend who worked in e-commerce and asked her if I had gone wrong somewhere. After listening to my situation, she said, "Lynn, your product listings are terrible, and your photos are even worse. You’re trying to run a business—you’re not just hawking wares at a street stall!"
That blunt assessment was the wake-up call I desperately needed. From then on, every night after my daughter had fallen asleep, I would immerse myself in learning: studying e-commerce operations, mastering Photoshop for image editing, practicing how to write compelling product copy, and analyzing sales data. During that intense period, I was getting only four or five hours of sleep a night—drinking so much coffee just to stay awake that my stomach constantly ached.
The very next month, I made my first sale. By the third month, orders slowly started trickling in—about a dozen or so.
On the day I hit rock bottom, I nearly gave up.
Last spring, my daughter came down with a high fever; her temperature soared to over 39 degrees. I took her to the emergency room all by myself, and we didn't get back home until 3:00 a.m. When I woke up the next morning, I discovered that my Amazon account had been suspended—due to a customer complaint regarding the quality of one of my products.
In that moment, I truly just sat down on the floor and wept. It felt as though all my hard work had vanished overnight.
But when I woke up the following day—seeing that my daughter's fever had gone down a little, and hearing her groggily call out "Mommy" from her bed—it suddenly clicked for me: I had survived a divorce; what was this compared to that? If my account was suspended, I would simply apply for a new one; if a product was faulty, I would find a different supplier. I had no retreat; my only option was to keep moving forward.
Looking back now, it feels as though the light boat has already sailed past a thousand towering mountains.
Today, my monthly income is stable, hovering in the low thousands of dollars. While it doesn't make me fabulously wealthy, it is more than enough for my daughter and me to live with dignity. I can sit with her and help with her homework after school; I can take her to the park on weekends; and when she says, "Mommy, I want to learn the piano," I can simply say, "Okay, let's go."
More importantly, I no longer view myself as a "failure." I am a mother; I am an entrepreneur; I am someone who has clawed her way out of the mire.
Over these past three years, I’ve learned one crucial lesson: **Your mindset determines how far you can go.** You don't wait until you feel confident to take action; instead, you take action first, and find your confidence within the doing.
If you, too, are a single mother—or simply someone gritting their teeth and holding on tight amidst the struggles of life—I want to tell you this:
You are not alone, and you are not as fragile as you might think. Whatever doesn't break you will ultimately make you stronger.
Feel free to leave a comment and share your own story; let's lean on one another for support.
— Lynn Carter, 35-year-old single mother in the U.S. / Cross-border e-commerce entrepreneur
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