As someone who has engaged deeply with fandom communities, I can truly relate to the feelings of FOMO (fear of missing out) and jealousy that arise when following popular series or artists. It's common to want to be friends with certain creators and to sometimes feel left out when they move on to new projects or themes. In particular, fandoms like Homestuck, Attack on Titan (進撃の巨人), and classic manga such as Naruto and Berserk can inspire strong emotional responses. The concept of 'maladaptive daydreaming'—where fans spend a lot of time imagining alternative worlds or original characters within these universes—often helps create a personal connection that enhances the experience but can also increase feelings of envy or nostalgia. For instance, artist humor found in Hamilton animatics might not resonate with everyone but can be a unique way creators express their insider jokes, making fans feel part of an exclusive community. The mixture of lighthearted humor and deep appreciation for source material showcases the vibrant creativity and worldbuilding involved in fan creations. I’ve also noticed that the longevity and legacy of certain works, like "Bittersweet Candy Bowl" and the impact of their creators, fuel both admiration and bittersweet emotions within communities. The shared experience of following stories through many years brings fans together yet introduces a nuanced range of emotions when those stories end or evolve. Joining fan forums or platforms like Patreon can amplify these feelings but also provide meaningful ways to support creators and engage in discussions about original characters and fandom culture. Overall, fandoms offer a rich space to explore personal emotions alongside collaborative creativity, where jealousy and FOMO coexist with genuine connection and imaginative expression.