I feel very empty, and alone
i lost my baby in January 21, being an only child, that being my first pet, not having much family around me, and constantly being alone made the loss even deeper. because despite my cat not being very affectionate physically, my connection was so deep to this cat. I spend day and night losing sleep over my cat before he got sick, would have spent everything to get him help. the baby died in my arms, and I helped dig and bury him. I was a wreck for a few weeks, and then I just became numb. I’ll tear up randomly, but I don’t feel much. I’ve always had a deep connection to animals, I’ll always get emotional over an animal, and I’ve always loved animals more then people. I wish my baby was still here.















































