Heres a snippet from my blog:

(into the void today)An honest post from someone who is still here, barely.

I don’t know how to start this the pretty way, so I’m not going to try.

Some days I want it all to stop. Not in a vague, abstract way. In the way where you’re lying there and your body is failing and the system has failed you and the people who were supposed to help you made it worse — and you think: I am so tired of this being my life. That kind of wanting it to stop.

The specific kind that chronic illness teaches you, slowly, the longer it drags on with no end in sight.

I’m writing this because I think a lot of you know exactly what I’m talking about. And nobody says it out loud. And I’m tired of that too.

Blog link-Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/symoneannmatteson/p/some-days-i-want-it-to-stop?r

GoFundMe link(if you can donate please do.: https://gofund.me/bbd8a191c

#gofundme #blogger #substack

5/19 Edited to

... Read moreLiving with chronic illness often feels like being trapped in a relentless cycle where both body and spirit are tested beyond their limits. I’ve come to realize that some days, the desire to just stop isn’t about giving up in a general sense, but about longing for relief from a system that seems to have failed on many levels. The feeling of exhaustion is not only physical but deeply mental, as it seeps into every moment of life. Through my own experience, I've learned that chronic illness is not just a medical condition but a layer that colors every interaction and decision. The isolation that comes when no one voices these raw feelings makes the pain even heavier. Sharing honestly about those dark moments, as this article does, offers a rare and much-needed validation to others who endure similar battles silently. Supporting those with chronic illness means recognizing the complexity beyond symptoms. It's about acknowledging the emotional fatigue from repeated setbacks and the frustration with healthcare systems that don't always provide the care needed. Personally, turning to platforms like personal blogs and communities has been an essential outlet for expressing these realities honestly. If you're struggling in these quiet moments where life's demands feel unbearable, know that your voice matters and being open about these feelings can create connection and understanding. Efforts to raise awareness through storytelling not only highlight the hardship but also emphasize resilience and the continued fight to find moments of peace amidst chronic pain and fatigue.

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