My life fell apart on this day
I don’t like this photo of myself because it reminds me when my life turned upside down. All the fake smiles , laughter and what not. But I keep it to remind me , that by God’s Grace he has helped me out , when I didn’t deserve it. Other things took place after this photo. Loss….heartbreak….abuse…..etc…Not many people know my past either as a child. Someone who had no business doing what they did to me …I forgave him after I was like 30 yrs old. Very few do know whom I’ve opened up to. But God showed me the way to forgive and do it for myself. I’m still a work in process and I’m living life more now than before. I don’t even like social media anymore to be honest lol. But I keep myself still on it since I have my family and friends ….few in number. It’s not about the quantity….it’s about those who have been there for me and never judged me , never belittled me , who actually love me and care for me. Even from afar 🥰 I have lost friendships along the way ….but it’s ok. They chose to do so and I’m okay with that. My biggest thing is not losing my relationship with Jesus ….my wonderful and awesome God !!! I’ve had anger , anxiety , depression , and God has taken it all away. Yes at first I was on medication for it. But after so many months . I surrendered it all to God , so I may rely on him only. Don’t get me wrong. I have nothing against people taking prescriptions for it. This is Me . I did this for Me . I honestly don’t know what gave me to do this post. Could be my testimony…in which I have a lot to say what’s happened in my life that no one knows. As long as I know I’ve forgiven and I know I’m going to be okay. That’s what matters. I’ll continue to fight a good fight. God has me ….I trust in him and have faith . Whatever time I have left here on earth , wasn’t for nothing how some of us put it to be. Sometimes we have to get broken ….just to get stronger. May sound wrong to you. But I see it differently at a whole other level. God is never too late ….with God all things are possible . JESUS went through far more worse than any of us put together in this whole world. We could never compare to him, ever. Now that I’ve had a brain fart 😂…I’ll end this typing. God bless you all and I pray if you haven’t found Christ as your Lord and Savior. I pray that you do. Even if many May comment negative things about God. Believe me , my prayers are with you and will continue to be. We all are worthy of his love , grace and mercy. IF YOU ALLOW IT….PRAISE GOD! 🫶🏼🙏🏼😊🌹💜 I love you all and remember, JESUS LOVES YOU MORE ! ❤️ #forgiveness #godsmercy #fyp #repent #godislove
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