Clap fa me one time 👏🏽

There are days when the stage feels like the easiest place to be, and then there are days when it feels like the hardest. When I ask the crowd to 'clap fa me,' it's not just for applause; it's a call for affirmation, a shared moment of energetic connection. But honestly, the loudest applause I truly need to hear is my own. I've realised, deeply, that I AM MY BIGGEST FAN. I can literally watch my VIDEOS OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL GET something new OUT OF IT – a fresh perspective, a renewed sense of purpose, or simply a reminder of the passion that drives me. It’s about celebrating every step, every dynamic move, every beat of life’s rhythm. ONE THING THAT I HAVE NOTICED, and honestly, that I'M STILL DEALING WITH, is FEAR. Specifically, the FEAR OF SHOWING MY EXCITEMENT, MY JOY IN THE ALIGNMENT THAT IS GOING ON WITHIN MY LIFE. It sounds counterintuitive, right? Why would anyone fear their own happiness or success? But sometimes, it seems that WHEN I POST THOSE TYPE OF THINGS, STUFF JUST STARTS CRASHING DOWN NEGATIVELY. It’s like the universe is testing your resolve, seeing how committed you are to your path. When you’re putting yourself out there, especially with something as expressive and unique as 'ass clapping' – which for me, is pure, unadulterated energy and self-expression – you inevitably open yourself up to all kinds of opinions, not all of them kind. However, I've come to a profound understanding: THAT IS JUST A TEST OF MY OBEDIENCE IN WALKING IN MY PURPOSE. My purpose isn't confined to just entertaining; it’s about inspiring, showing up authentically, and owning every single part of who I am. It’s about the courage to be seen, to be heard, and to be unapologetically me. To truly KEEP GOING, even when faced with criticism, I've learned to lean into self-compassion. This means nurturing my inner voice, reminding myself of my strengths, and celebrating small victories along the way. Sometimes, it’s as simple as journaling about my feelings or having a pep talk with myself in the mirror. The feeling of 'alignment' is crucial; it’s that inner knowing that you are exactly where you need to be, doing what you are meant to do. For me, it’s in the rhythm, the music, the movement. When I feel that, I know I'm on the right track, regardless of external validation. It’s challenging to ignore the noise, but cultivating an impenetrable inner world where my joy resides has been transformative. Every challenge, every negative comment, becomes less of a roadblock and more of an opportunity to strengthen my resolve. The journey of self-love and confidence isn't a straight line, but every single 'clap' – whether it’s coming from an enthusiastic audience or just my own heart – propels me forward. WELL BABY, HERE I AM. Still walking, still dancing, still embracing the journey, and clapping for myself and for anyone brave enough to walk in their unique truth. The freedom that comes with embracing your authentic self, even if it's unconventional, is a joy I wouldn't trade for anything.