Losing a loved one, especially a parent, leaves an indelible mark that echoes through every day of our lives. Marking 15 years without my dad, Steven Craig Adkison, I’ve come to realize that grief is not a linear journey. The pain doesn’t simply fade with time; it transforms, sometimes intensifying unexpectedly. Every day brings its own challenge and a moment of remembrance — whether in the quiet moments at home, special dates, or shared memories. For me, the hardest part has always been accepting the reality of his absence, a truth I grappled with for years. The phrase "I can't imagine you dead, but you are," captures that paradox perfectly. One practice that has helped me cope is honoring his memory by expressing gratitude for everything he gave me. From the lessons learned to the love shared, these reflections keep his spirit alive and provide comfort. It’s a reminder that while the physical presence is gone, the impact and essence remain deeply rooted in who I am. Grief also opened a door to connect with communities who understand this profound loss — whether through hashtags like #phoebebridgers and #grief or personal support groups. Sharing stories and feelings helps mitigate loneliness and validates the experience. If you are navigating similar loss, remember that it’s okay to feel the pain and also find moments of peace and gratitude. Grief is a unique journey, and honoring our loved ones in our way is part of healing. My dad’s memory inspires me daily, and while the hurt remains, so does the love, forever intertwined.