Hello beautiful people! It has been a while, and life has been crazy. BUT…. We made it through the October Slide. Well barely. It has been so crazy like I don’t even know what has been going on.

I had a colonoscopy set, but I started the prep for it and I felt like It almost ended me. I did the first part of it and I got so sick, I was throwing up blood and bile, I called an they told me to try to keep doing it but my body said absolutely not. I almost ended up going in to the ED because I could not for the life of me stop throwing, I ended up going to my parents house and was still throwing up but I eventual stopped and was able to hold down water, (i have my secret ways lol) sI had to cancel my colonoscopy and I still have to call and make another appointment to talk about the upper and lower scope procedure.

My boyfriend and I redid my parents basement and now are living in it. Which has been absolute blessing. It is so much easier to be closer to my parents as well because of all my problems. So we now have our own little space.

I have been passing out and getting close to passing out, way too often.

I also need to find a new primary care doctor. Mine was wonderful in the beginning but my last few appointments i have appreciate the way she handled things. We got to the 14 minute mark of the 15 minute appointment time they give and she looks at all the stuff i talked to the nurse about and say “i don’t even know what this is.. infusion, migraines, passing out…. You’re gonna have make about her appointment , after your tonsillectomy “ (which wasn’t for like 3 weeks at the time) She says as she stands up and opens the door and tells me to have a good day. I am not waiting to talk about me passing out. I feel like doctors never takes things seriously, and its so infuriating because like this is my health, my body, my life. anyways so I am looking for a new primary care doctor lol

I have a new doctor that I am going to. My aim management doctor sent me a referral to another pain management doctor for hopefully IV infusions for pain, I go next week and I am so excited.

Anyways thanks for listening to my ted talk

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