Random facts about me!
when I was a kid I didn't like stuffed bell peppers cause I was convinced that one time a big moth was ground up in the hamburger meat. I don't know why.
I like walking, I should start doing that. one time on a chicken ranch I heard two roosters crow simultaneously in an eerie two part harmony at dusk as I took out the trash. never heard that before and I'll probably never hear that again thank God. I like bacon, pork chops, breakfast ham, bb boneless pork ribs and yet I feel deep within my heart that I don't like pork. I'm reluctantly curious. I'm pretty chill till you get to know me. currently trying to pull together a music project that might involve a band. I'm reading my Bible with pet scan vision these days. I believe that to know the real God of creation you have to walk through the fire he made it with. Every time I think I'm down for that the fire gets hotter but apart from that I find there's nothing else worth while to live for other wise except to entertain myself with meaningless monotony and the trite affairs of the clown show designed to keep me distracted until I die unaccomplished. and yet I'm here. on social media. contradictions abound.
Sharing random facts about ourselves can sometimes reveal more than we expect. For instance, I’ve found that food preferences in childhood can leave a lasting impression that shapes how we see moments in our lives—even if they seem odd in hindsight, like distrusting stuffed bell peppers due to a quirky fear. This reminded me how our minds connect memories and feelings in unexpected ways. One of my memorable life experiences is hearing two roosters crow in perfect harmony at dusk. It felt eerie but beautifully unique, a rare moment that I treasure because it connected me with nature's surprising symphony. These small, seemingly insignificant moments can deeply affect us, enriching our understanding of the world around us. I’m currently trying to cultivate a music project, which is both challenging and exciting. Collaborating with others to create something expressive is an adventure full of learning and shared visions. Music is a powerful outlet for my emotions and thoughts, providing a form of escape and personal expression. I’m also exploring spiritual growth by reading my Bible with renewed perspective—sometimes described as viewing it with 'pet scan vision.' It’s an intense process that involves confronting difficulties and questions, much like walking through fire. This journey requires courage but offers profound insight into life's ultimate purpose and meaning. Balancing these deep reflections with everyday contradictions—such as enjoying various pork dishes while feeling conflicted about pork itself—reflects the complexity of human nature. It’s a reminder that our identities are layered and ever-evolving, influenced by countless small and big experiences. Engaging with social media might seem contradictory in this introspective process, but it also allows connection and sharing. Life is a blend of moments, emotions, and interactions, each contributing to the story we live and tell. The key is to embrace these contradictions and find authenticity within them.
