I'm acc so fucking done.
I already lost my last friend. the only one who would make me laugh, the only one who could get me to stop crying, the only one who was the first actual friend I've had in years. I'm probably gonna lose my boyfriend soon too. hes all I have left and I cant lose him. it's all my fault. I'm going inactive on everything. for good this time.
and yes, I'm not gonna be a psy and chicken out. I'm doing it fr this time. no joke.
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Iโm so sorry.. ur the best tho I havenโt seen u do any wrong and ur amazing at least to me even if thatโs not enough to make you stay at least u make one person happy when u post or anything weโll miss u