@vanilla HELLO GORGEOUS you may never see this but I wanted to cook something up for you since I haven’t drawn in months due to post partum depression lol- to say the least you’ve helped me a lot. ANYWAY. I drew you from memory & I’m sorry if my memory 1.) failed me and 2.) is inaccurate due to my own perception of you. This is a raw perspective of how an artist views you no matter what so I hope you like it!!! You inspire me so much to stream, your energy is huge, I dream every day of making a lively stream that is as positively entertaining as your streams 👉 👈
It’s incredible how much a particular person or moment can inspire you to pick up a pencil and create, isn't it? For me, that spark came directly from @vanillamace. Her vibrant energy on her Twitch streams is just infectious, and honestly, I felt like she just had such a drawable face! I know it sounds a bit odd, but as an artist, some faces just call to you, making you want to capture their essence on paper. This particular piece was a bit special for me because I decided to challenge myself and draw her entirely from memory. After a long break from art, largely due to battling postpartum depression, the idea of just letting my hands work without a direct reference felt both daunting and incredibly freeing. It’s a process I swear by – you really have to trust the process, especially when you're working without a visual aid. You start with faint lines, trying to recall proportions, expressions, and unique features. There are moments of doubt, where you wonder if it’s going to look anything like the person who inspired you. But then, there's that magical point where you just lock in. All the scattered memories and artistic instincts come together, and suddenly, the image starts to emerge on the page. It's not just about replicating a face; it's about capturing the feeling and the spirit of the person as you remember them. For Vanillamace, it was about her lively eyes and the positive vibe she radiates. Drawing from memory also allows for a more personal interpretation, infusing your own perception and connection into the artwork. If you're thinking of trying to draw someone from memory, here are a few things I learned: Observe Actively: Pay attention to details when you do see them – how the light hits their features, their unique expressions. Start Loose: Don't press hard. Begin with light, gestural lines to block out the basic shape and proportions. Focus on Key Features: What stands out most? Eyes, nose, mouth? Get those right, and the rest often falls into place. Embrace Imperfections: It won't be a perfect photograph, and that's the beauty of it! It's your memory, your interpretation. Practice Visualization: Close your eyes and try to picture the person in your mind's eye before you even touch the paper. Creating this fan art wasn't just an artistic exercise; it was a huge step in my personal journey. Art has always been my outlet, and to find that joy and focus again, especially when I felt creatively drained, was incredibly therapeutic. It reminded me how powerful inspiration can be, and how artists often see the world in unique ways. Seeing someone’s 'drawable face' can truly be the catalyst for something beautiful. I hope this gives you a little peek into my world and maybe inspires you to pick up your own tools and create something wonderful from your heart or from your memories!











































































