Hey Lemon8 fam! So, a lot of you have been curious about my situation after my last post. Let me dive deeper into what happened with 'Leo X' – my Avoidant Narcissist ex. It's been a journey, to say the least, and honestly, sometimes I still pinch myself wondering if it was real. Living with an Avoidant Narcissist was emotionally draining. It was a constant cycle of hot-and-cold, emotional distance, and feeling like I was always chasing something I couldn't quite grasp. The mind games, the push-pull dynamics... it wears you down. I remember thinking, 'This is the 100th time he's done this!' Every time we'd try to connect, he'd pull away, only to resurface later with just enough charm to keep me hopeful. But it never really changed, and I felt stuck in this loop. That's when I started exploring other avenues. I was deep into #witchtok and #astrology, looking for answers or just a different perspective. I stumbled upon the concept of an 'obsession spell.' Now, I know what some of you are thinking – spells? But at that point, I was desperate for a shift, a way to either break free or make him truly see me. I wasn't looking to control him, more like... to make him feel what I was feeling, to get him to really want to commit for once. I decided to try it, cautiously, with intentions focused on clarity and commitment, not just manipulation. It was a leap of faith, or maybe just a desperate attempt to regain some control over my own narrative. And then, it happened. My Avoidant Narcissist Leo X called me begging for another chance. It was after what felt like forever, but also strangely quick – kinda like those '30mins use this sound..claim it' videos I'd seen. I was shocked! He was actually begging for another chance, saying all the things I'd longed to hear for years. All those times I thought he'd never truly come back, here he was, doing exactly that. Part of me was ecstatic, thinking, 'It worked!' Another part was cautious, remembering all the previous times. His return brought up so many questions. Was it genuinely because of the obsession spell? Or was it just a coincidence, him cycling back into my life as avoidant narcissists often do? The experience made me reflect deeply on what I truly wanted. When someone who has repeatedly hurt you comes back, even if they're begging, you have to ask: Is this the change I need, or just another chapter in the same old story? The temptation to dive back in was strong, but so was the memory of the pain. If you're dealing with an avoidant narcissist who keeps coming back, whether you've used a spell or not, it's exhausting. What I learned is that while an obsession spell might seem to 'work' by bringing someone back, it doesn't change their core patterns. The real magic, I believe, lies in reclaiming your own power and setting firm boundaries. It's about deciding if 'begging for another chance' is truly enough to build a healthy, lasting relationship, or if sometimes, letting go is the most powerful spell of all. What do you think? Was it the spell, or was it just destiny playing its hand? Either way, it's a story I had to share. Stay strong out there, my loves!