✨🌸Leading up to my Wedding 💒 Day ✨🌸
This is my 4th time being baptized 😳🧐🤨
A LOT I KNOW!!!! lol here’s why
1st time: I wasn’t ready to be baptized but my mom pressured and forced me to get baptized at the age of 13…. Typically in a Christian household, baptism is at the age between 10-12……
2nd time I was in my 20s and wanted a change in my life, the church I was goin to was more consumed with greed of money, prosperity preachers at that time was a big thing. And therefore I was believing that it’s all about money…..💰 💸💵💰💸💵💴💸🤑💰💴💷💵💷💴
So in all of my 20s I was chasing the bag 💰💰💰
3rd time I was pregnant with my first child, and embraced my nationality of being a Hebrew Israelite 👸🏾👸🏾👸🏾💖✨💖✨💖around that time I was searching for a Israelite 💒💒💒💒, I found one but the hurt from those so called Israelites was worse than what family has done… So the Lord made a way for me to be delivered from their congregation…..
From 2018-2023 I have been seeking Him, opening my heart to Him, non stop 🙏🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾… In return He has changed my ENTIRE mindset, understanding, gained more wisdom, healing, and prophetic power…….
The love 💖💖💖💖💖💖 I have for Christ is undeniable STR💪🏾NG…
When He speaks to me one of the attributes I will never remember is…..
“Daughter,👸🏾 Your faith Has healed you. Your heart 💞 I absolutely love and know🧠♾️ it, but it’s your mind that is far from me.”
From that day He has been speaking into me like a Father would a child, a Creator a creation…
Fully giving my life and ALL to Him just to know Him more….
I was a hoe, smoked weed, drank, hung around foolish women, I cheated on my husband multiple times before we got married, I was highly depressed, anxious, I was a Idoltary, adulterous woman who hated self and wanted death more than life. Love was a lost memory due to the cost I had to pay was painful. Suicide was once was a better choice because I was a burden in my family lives….
I was a sinner, worn filthy rags in the spirit but wore top notch put together attire…… I grew up around witches so I knew how to wear a mask and it ain’t even Halloween but spiritual I was broken, angry, hurt, destroyed…….. I accepted a life that fed the flesh by chasing after a dream He didn’t agree to.
I’m like Peter…. I’m His rock but I also denied Him 3 times in different areas of my life because fear was my norm…. Until 1 day He said enough is enough she needs to come Home.
Like the Prodical Son…… heavens gates opened up for me and now I’m living a life for Christ because of what He’s done for me…. Deserves my ALL….
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Living is better than suffering, you can’t live without Him.#kingdomrelationship #bodytransformation #marriageandgod #holymatrimony
In our lives, faith can be a transformative force that reshapes our experiences, especially during significant milestones like weddings and baptisms. Many people find themselves wrestling with their identities and beliefs before making sacred commitments, like baptism, which symbolizes the acceptance of faith and the cleansing of past sins. Baptism is not just a ritual; it’s an acknowledgment of personal growth and healing. The process can reveal truths about ourselves, propel us towards a deeper relationship with the divine, and promote emotional wellness. For some, such as myself, past struggles with mental health and societal pressures can obstruct one's path to faith. Yet, it’s through confronting these challenges that individuals often discover their authentic selves. Throughout my spiritual journey, I've experienced many ups and downs, similar to others who might feel isolated in their struggles. It's essential to understand that each baptism represents not just a renewal but a profound declaration of faith and commitment to God. Communities of faith often emerge as vital support systems where believers can share their experiences of healing and transformation. Just as my story unfolded, these communal bonds foster growth and understanding, inviting individuals to reassess their journeys within the framework of faith. By sharing stories of brokenness and redemption, we can encourage one another while celebrating the diversity of our spiritual experiences. Each person’s baptism can serve as a beacon of hope, showing that change is possible, reinforcing the idea that living for Christ is far more rewarding than succumbing to life's temporary trials. As we embrace our faith, we become testimonies of love and grace, showcasing how a deeply rooted belief can culminate in moments of joy, such as weddings and a life renewed in spirit.
Amen!