Automatically translated.View original post

"An account that hasn't closed yet."

# Trending"An account that hasn't closed yet."

The smell of frankincense, the smell of rusty iron, hit my nose as soon as I opened my eyes.

All around was a pitch black stomach, sky high pillars, flashing torch lights. On the throne in front of him was the Lord Bal, dark black body, shining gold machine, white glowing eyes staring unblinking, left hand holding karma account book, right hand resting on knees.

Beside him were Suwan and Suwan, the chief of the bull and the head of the horse, who stood still like a statue.

"Come closer," his voice echoed, but not from his mouth...It's so loud in my head.

I stepped forward, my legs were shaking, but I put my hands out of my pocket, and I was kind to the tiger.

He opened an old paper account book, flipped himself, stopped on page one and looked at me.

Bal: Your name is...It's the culture.

I: Yes...What am I doing here, sir? I remember I just...I fell asleep

Bal: Sleep? Heh, you're careless, driving through the rain, not wearing a seat belt, so your soul got here early.

Behind him, a bright circular mirror projected the last image of my life...The main car is broken. The image is black.

My heart fell to the blister.

I: Da...Wait a minute, Yom. I haven't ordered my mother yet. I haven't told my girlfriend. I haven't cleared my debt. Can I go back? It's considered merit.

Bal: (Knock the nails on the book loudly) There is no bargain here, only good karma, evil karma. Let's see...

Sir, flip the book.

Bal: You like to tease dogs and cats...Deducted 10 points

You cursed your mother in your heart but never spoke out...Deducted 5 points

But...You used to transfer money to help the unknown when the great flood told no one...Plus 50 points.

You used to starve for your friends to eat...Plus 30 points.

I don't think you even know what I forgot.

Bal: Total...Your merit is still three points greater than your sin.

Me: (big eyes) Then me...Survive?

Bal: Still, your life has one "unclosed account."

The rear mirror shows me as a child fighting with my brother for a toy, and I pushed him down with my head, and I never apologized until I grew up, and I never talked about it again.

Bal: The wounds in the hearts of the living are heavier than the sins in my book. If you return, what will you do with this account?

I swallowed my saliva, thinking of my brother's face now crying in the ICU.

I: If I had gone back...I'll apologize to him. I'll be a better brother. Promise me before you.

Bal: (Stared at me for a long time...And a little smile in the corner of the mouth, scarier than when scolded) The promise weighs more than gold. Remember.

You snapped your finger!

The white light from the mirror came up to me, burning my eyes. The sound of the monk came far behind.

Bal: Go and finish your account...Next time you come to me again, don't make your merit negative.

I woke up with a long "peed" and became "peed."..Cool..."

The oxygen mask covered. The doctor and the nurse ran busy around the bed. Mom sat clenched, I cried.

The first thing I could do after removing the brine was walk to my brother in the bed next to me.

"Bastard...I'm sorry "

The account I warned of closed there.

5/27 Edited to

... Read moreเคยมีประสบการณ์ที่ทำให้รู้สึกว่าตัวเองยังมี "บัญชีที่ยังไม่ปิด" เหมือนในเรื่องนี้เหมือนกันครับ ช่วงเวลาที่เราหรือใครสักคนทำผิดพลาดกับคนในครอบครัวหรือเพื่อนสนิทแล้วไม่ได้ขอโทษหรือแก้ไข มันเหมือนกับมีหนี้ใจที่คอยกวนใจตลอดเวลา ผมเองเคยมีช่วงเวลาหนึ่งที่ทะเลาะกับน้องสาวอย่างรุนแรงเรื่องเล็กๆ น้อยๆ จนเกือบตัดสัมพันธ์กันหลายเดือน จนวันหนึ่งได้ฟังเรื่องราวคล้ายๆ กับ "บัญชีที่ยังไม่ปิด" แล้วเริ่มมองเห็นว่าความผิดพลาดเหล่านี้เหมือนเป็นหนี้ที่ต้องชำระก่อนจะสบายใจได้ หลังจากนั้น ผมตัดสินใจไปพบและขอโทษน้องสาวโดยไม่มีคำแก้ตัวและใช้เวลาคุยกันอย่างจริงใจ ทำให้ความสัมพันธ์กลับมาดีขึ้นอย่างรวดเร็ว การที่ได้สะสาง "บัญชี" ทางใจนี้เหมือนเป็นปรมาจารย์สอนให้รู้ว่า "คำสัญญาและการกระทำ" ที่จะปรับปรุงตัวตามสัญญานั้นสำคัญมากเท่ากับผลกรรมที่ต้องเผชิญ ผมเชื่อว่าทุกคนก็มี "บัญชีที่ยังไม่ปิด" ในชีวิตในรูปแบบต่างๆ อาจเป็นเรื่องเล็กน้อยหรือใหญ่โตกว่านั้น แต่ถ้าเราไม่ยอมสะสางให้เรียบร้อย จะยิ่งทำให้ใจเรารู้สึกไม่สงบและเป็นภาระทางความรู้สึกที่ยากจะปล่อยวาง ดังนั้น การใช้ช่วงเวลาที่เรายังมีโอกาสแก้ไข ทำความดี และขอโทษ ถอนหนี้ใจเหล่านั้นจะช่วยให้ชีวิตดีขึ้นอย่างมาก และอาจเป็นการป้องกันไม่ให้ต้องมาพบกับยมบาลในฝันในแบบที่เล่าในเรื่องนี้ก็ได้ครับ เหมือนกับที่เรื่องนี้เน้นย้ำ "คำสัญญามีน้ำหนักกว่าทอง" และการสะสางบัญชีในใจเป็นสิ่งที่จำเป็นสำหรับความสงบและสุขในชีวิตจริง

Related posts

A 'STRONG PRAYER' text is displayed over a background of coffee being poured into a mug. The prayer expresses gratitude to God for being present in highs and lows, and a promise to share it as a blessing. It also includes 'Lemon8' and '@redeemed_beauty' branding.
“A Prayer That Lifts What You Can’t Carry”
There are certain seasons where words fail… but God never does. When life feels confusing, unpredictable, or heavy, sometimes all you can do is whisper, “Lord, stay close.” And the beautiful thing is—He always does. This prayer is for the moments when you don’t understand what God is doing, but you
REDEEMEDBEAUTY

REDEEMEDBEAUTY

1588 likes

A young girl in a navy and orange uniform with a backpack smiles in front of a dark door, with text overlay 'Moms it's almost that time again.....'.
A screenshot of a text message conversation showing a message 'can you coke get me' with reaction emojis and message interaction options.
A screenshot of a text message conversation showing a message 'my tmmy hurst' with reaction emojis and message interaction options.
She hasn’t complained once about her stomach hurting 🙄🙄😂
#fypシ #momsoftiktok #momsover30 #momanddaughter #momlife #momlifebelike #momof4 #motherdaughterduo #momtok
Ashley&Audrina

Ashley&Audrina

1167 likes

Hasn’t aged a bit…
#timelessclasics #classiccars #chevelle #oldschool
Aye Romeo

Aye Romeo

1198 likes

It hasn’t been easy, but it was worth it…🫶🍋
Embrace your gray and own it! Growing it out isn’t easy, but don’t give up—your silver crown is worth the wait! #grayhair #SilverIsMySuperpower #silverfox #dontgiveup #embraceyourjourney #grayhairmovement #grayhairinfluencer
SilverQueen

SilverQueen

2352 likes

🌸God Hasn't Forgotten You🌸
If you're in a season where things feel quiet, confusing, or slow… Hold onto this truth: God hasn't forgotten you. Your prayers are heard. Your waiting has purpose. Your story is still in his hands. Sometimes the quiet seasons are where miracles begin. Save this reminder for when you
🌸Pink Soft Faith🌸

🌸Pink Soft Faith🌸

330 likes

Sneak peak that Tiktok hasnt seen yet
I guess this is the new tiktok? #ford #twinturbo #reardiffuser #custompart #gettoknowme
Lightfury_Fusion

Lightfury_Fusion

1 like

“The algorithm hasn’t paid me yet…
Everybody wants the results, but nobody talks about the patience it takes to get them. The late nights editing. The videos that flop. The views that don’t convert. The money that hasn’t hit yet. I’ve spent hours creating content and haven’t made nearly what people think. But here’s the dif
Mamiana

Mamiana

114 likes

A top-down view of a person's lap with a laptop and a drink, featuring the text "IF YOU SEE THIS God is YOU Reminding". The image has a green filter and includes the Lemon8 logo.
A green-toned image with blurred shadows of foliage, displaying the encouraging text "You are not behind". The Lemon8 logo is visible in the bottom left corner.
A green-toned image with blurred shadows of foliage, displaying the encouraging text "You are not forgotten". The Lemon8 logo is visible in the bottom left corner.
God hasn’t forgotten you
#faithoverfear #youarenotbehind #trustgodstiming
Empower Her Wealth

Empower Her Wealth

125 likes

Been using the rule of 100 and it hasn't failed me
#rule100 #discipline #disciplineovermotivation #disciplineequalsfreedom #procrastination #adhd #pivot #atomichabits #Rooting4U🥰❣
Helen Love

Helen Love

75 likes

Choir Hasn’t Been The Same
Rickey Smiley

Rickey Smiley

696 likes

He doesn’t care that she hasn’t showered…
The man is hungry. 🤣🤣🤣 (A D) ✨Where You Belong✨ by @kristenproby performed in dual narration by @ms_brentmoor and Sebastian York. Book 5 of the Blackwells of Montana series. #bookstagram #romancebooks #booklover #smalltownromance #secondchanceromance romance books, boo
TiffanyPReads

TiffanyPReads

103 likes

At least AI hasn’t taken this job.. yet
VibeWithMommy

VibeWithMommy

15 likes

Open Hands Receive What Closed Hands Resist
Open Hands Receive What Closed Hands Resist” I’m learning something now… Love is not something you chase. It’s something you recognize. And recognition requires readiness. #love An open heart doesn’t mean you accept everything. It means you are no longer protecting yourself
N8tive_Girl writes

N8tive_Girl writes

3 likes

Winter hasn’t started yet, but it feels like it!
Made myself some warm hot stew! You know? A Sopita! Con Penne Pasta. #sopita 👩‍🍳A Home Recipe I love making during the fall and winter periods!
RosySays

RosySays

2 likes

It hasn’t got better yet, but everyone else’s life has
Bella

Bella

7 likes

Star Garden hasn’t released ⭐️
This game is Star Garden but it hasn’t been released yet. This game is like sonic adventure and Kirby air ride. #stargarden #sonicadventure #trapq #gaming
TrapQ

TrapQ

0 likes

The best thing about the future is that it hasn't
it is in your hands to change it
Zill

Zill

5 likes

Hasn’t happened yet 😮‍💨
If y’all could come through and hit the follow if you play Clash Royale or wouldn’t mind 🫡 #clashroyale #tiktok #Lemon8
mopp.crew

mopp.crew

1 like

your plant hasn’t grown in months… check this first 👀
I repotted my bird of paradise and it was completely root bound — like barely any soil left, just roots wrapped around each other this is one of the biggest reasons plants ‘stall’ and stop putting out new leaves what happens is: • roots run out of space • water drains too fast or not at all •
Tishanadelulu

Tishanadelulu

93 likes

☀ Who hasn’t tried this???🧚‍♀
Low-calorie bell pepper bowl🥣 so yummy!!! A few days ago, I tried making it with ground chicken breast, and it was so good. Today, I used ground beef—stir-fried it first before adding it in, and it has a bit more fat. It’s so delicious I couldn’t stop eating it, hehe~ Ingredients 1 bell peppe
FitBites

FitBites

23 likes

A factory floor scene with workers sewing bag components, featuring text overlay "Behind the bags Custom bags, made simple" and a bag icon.
A worker meticulously trims numerous pink bag straps adorned with gold buckles, surrounded by other bag components on a work table.
Hands are carefully assembling small, black and white chevron-shaped pieces, likely decorative elements or parts of bag straps, on a light-colored surface.
OMG!Who hasn’t discovered this hidden gem of a bag factory yet 🥰
I absolutely love this factory!Every time I see the bags they make, I get so excited!They offer custom services,creating bags exactly according to my design needs. The quality is amazing, and the service is fantastic! The factory environment is great, and the workers are super professional.Definite
Factory bags

Factory bags

10 likes

A white Oriental Shorthair cat with large ears and dark eyes stands on its hind legs on a textured blanket. The cat, named Baby Winstony, has some light orange markings and looks up with a curious expression, embodying a funny cat pose.
He hasn’t changed
Baby Winstony #orientalshorthair #funnycat
fivecrazycats

fivecrazycats

427 likes

A Lattafa HAYAATI FLORENCE perfume bottle and its box are featured. Overlay text reads 'Perfumes Every baddie needs' and a review praising the scent as '100/10', urging purchase. The image also contains decorative sparkles and emojis.
Lattafa Hasn't Disappointed Me Yet
I've had this Perfume Now for 4 Days & I Literally Can't Stop Wearing It. I'm OBSESSED 🥰🤗🥰🤗🥰 Lattafa Really Hasn't Disappointed Me So Far. I LOVE Lattafa #lattafaperfume #lattafa #leeleevaehvaeh #lisawright #perfumereview
LeeLeeMichelle

LeeLeeMichelle

39 likes

If it hasn't changed. it's the pattern.
You’re not missing something. You’re seeing it clearly. When the same behavior keeps repeating, it’s not confusion — it’s a pattern. Most women don’t need more clarity. They need to stop second-guessing what’s already consistent. 👉 Take the free “Triggered or Inconsistent” diagnostic
Melissa | Torch & Soul

Melissa | Torch & Soul

2 likes

A Lemon8 profile page for user @meralisgotay, showing a profile picture, follower statistics, and the name Meralis. Large red text overlaid on the profile reads "BEEN LOGGED OUT FOR GOOD," reflecting the user's issue with account access.
I can’t get back into my old account
With Lemon 8 being powered by TikTok, I did not connect my TikTok account to this and now i can’t log into my old Lemon 8 account which actually really upset me. There hasn’t been much of any kind of help with it and I’m actually upset because I had a lot of this saved that I needed and was act
Meralis G

Meralis G

48 likes

An open journal with blue handwriting and a pen on a wooden desk, with books in the background. Overlay text states: "JOURNALING ISN'T THE PROBLEM. YOU'RE NOT LISTENING YET."
A dark blue background with text in light blue and pink: "JOURNALING ISN'T ABOUT FIXING YOURSELF. IT'S ABOUT LISTENING. AND THAT IS HARD."
A dark blue background with text in light blue and pink explaining why people quit journaling: "TOO MESSY. TOO SHALLOW. TOO EMOTIONAL. NOT 'DEEP,' ENOUGH."
If journaling hasn’t worked for you…
it’s probably not because you’re bad at it. It’s because somewhere along the way, journaling got framed as a way to fix yourself. Be calmer. Be clearer. Be healed. Be better. That pressure makes the page feel heavy before you even begin. Your journal isn’t asking you to transform. I
Hannah | journal coach

Hannah | journal coach

18 likes

She still hasn’t made it home yet y’all I’m waitin
It’s your Girl The Y

It’s your Girl The Y

0 likes

Black mirror hasnt been wrong yet
#blackmirror #Netflix
Theratchetchristian

Theratchetchristian

14 likes

🤔 Who hasn’t customized their name bracelet yet?
💚 September’s New Bracelets 💙 ✨ I’m absolutely amazed by this collection! We’ve got vibrant green and white for energy, refreshing blue for a clean look, and luxurious purple and gold for a touch of elegance. 💖 Plus, you can customize your initials on the gold-plated heart pendant, making it a on
InBornShine

InBornShine

26 likes

This week hasn’t been the best.
#OfficeWork #WorkLife #OfficeVibes #work #CorporateCulture
Mia

Mia

98 likes

Why Hasn’t Kamala Done Anything While VP
Hit The Button

Hit The Button

69 likes

Close-up headshot of Charisma Carpenter with long, wavy brown hair, wearing a black choker. She has makeup emphasizing her eyes and lips, looking directly at the camera, showcasing her youthful appearance.
Headshot of Charisma Carpenter with her dark hair pulled back, wearing a black turtleneck. She has a composed expression with subtle makeup, highlighting her eyes, against a dark gray background.
Charisma Carpenter as Cordelia Chase, with long dark hair and hoop earrings, wearing a blue wrap top. She looks intently to the side in a scene with a green background, embodying her character.
Courageous Cordelia Chase hasn’t aged!
Happy Birthday to Charisma Carpetner, she just turned 55 years old, July 23rd. It’s been awhile since I seen her on screen or came across any news related to her. I hope she having an awesome Birthday. I loved her as Cordelia Chase in Buffy & Angel. I wasn’t a big fan of the direction
TheAbbottWay

TheAbbottWay

8 likes

Why he hasn't texted you yet...
The confusion and guessing games are officially over. 🛑 He is literally terrified of losing you and is finally stepping up to clear the air. #tarotreading #nocontact #loveprediction #divinetiming #psychicreading
moon rain

moon rain

1 like

This page hasn't been an easy memory. The first day working on it came with...
This page hasn't been an easy memory. The first day working on it came with tears, even 16 years later. There will always be some guilt still in me. When I moved to Florida and saw a medium, her first words were, 'Your father forgives you and is proud of you.' It helped, but I still fel
Crystal Frielinghaus

Crystal Frielinghaus

0 likes

A wooden tray displays a coffee drink with whipped cream and chocolate drizzle, a scoop of ice cream in a clear cup, and a triangular pastry on a white plate. A spoon and pink straw are also present on the tray.
I’m surprised this place hasn’t hit TikTok yet ✨
✨Future Viral Food Place You Should Never Miss! 📍 Gera Coffee & Ice Cream 💵 Price: $$ 👍Pros : amazing taste 🤔Cons: Closes early-ish? ⭐️Overall rating: 9/10
Coqui_Congelao

Coqui_Congelao

10 likes

The conversation hasn’t happened yet… so why am I tired?
I thought I was preparing. That’s what it feels like when you’re running through every possible outcome. Every response. Every misunderstanding. Every version of what could happen. But at some point preparation turns into carrying. And carrying something for days has weight. It
Shann || Wildly Magnetic

Shann || Wildly Magnetic

0 likes

When my Vehicle dog hasn’t seen me in 5 minutes
#dog #pet #puppy #labor #for
Nala

Nala

119 likes

I know Halloween hasn’t past yet…
I know Halloween hasn’t passed yet, but it’s never too early to think about the small bits! On our Etsy store now #freshlemon8 #UniGRWM #londonfoodguide #smallbusinessowner
The Party Stationery

The Party Stationery

3 likes

A bathtub fills with water, creating pink bubbles. A chrome faucet, a lit candle, and a pink glass are visible on the tub's edge against a marble background. The text "Friend hasn't showered in months—how?" is overlaid.
Friend hasn’t showered in months—how?
I recently found out that my seemingly clean and put-together friend—and even her kids—rarely bathe or shower. Like, months or maybe even years? She claims she only washes them if they’re visibly dirty or after activities like swimming or a messy day, but otherwise, nothing. I’m honestly shocked be
Sylvia Lustre

Sylvia Lustre

11 likes

Well, so far, so good. Hasn't hit us yet in Atlant
drummie

drummie

0 likes

If it hasn’t happened yet, read this.
When life feels uncertain or slow, remember that delays are not always denials. Sometimes the quiet seasons are where the biggest breakthroughs are forming. This reminder hit home for me today. Trusting the process even when I don’t see the full picture yet. ⸻ #GodsPlan #TrustHisTiming
Mimi

Mimi

53 likes

Makeup Evolution: my make up hasn’t changed…🌸
#Lemon8Scrapbook #makeupevolution #lemon8challenge From 2012 to 2025… my makeup hasn’t changed much. Is that consistency… or just a combo of low effort, low budget, and high mom-priority living? 😂 I’m not your typical “full face” American woman. Most days it’s just mascara, eyeliner, an
Annie | Loving Little Family

Annie | Loving Little Family

3 likes

God hasn’t forgotten you !
He’s going to pull you through this tough time ! #godwillworkitout #godwillguideyou
Laci Elliott

Laci Elliott

2 likes

Fox hasn't impacted winning..... yet!#
Fox hasn't impacted winning..... yet! #nbanews #nba #nbatrade #nbatrades #sanantoniospurs #deaaronfox
As It Stands Lakers

As It Stands Lakers

0 likes

We closed on hour first home today 🗝️
✨ Feeling incredibly grateful ✨ It’s surreal to look back and see how far we’ve come. When your actions align with your purpose, doors open—even the ones that once felt permanently shut. So many things I prayed for, worked hard for, and quietly hoped for… are now my reality. Just one year ago,
Lemon8er

Lemon8er

381 likes

See more