merry christmas 🎄
This year Christmas feels different for me.
2025 was all about me navigating adulthood and experiencing things and feelings I’ve never been through (which is also why I took a break from posting). This year made me doubt more than anything, but also made me trust more than ever. Looking back, there were many times I had no words to cry out, no more time to shed tears. But it’s because I pressed on that I could accomplish so much and reach so many huge milestones this year.
What made me press on? In retrospect, it was my sure faith in God. But at that point in time, it feels like a freefall into the unknown. I struggled so much to keep my feelings separate from my faith. This means that every time I felt discouraged by certain things, I started to question if I even trusted God at all. This was very hard to snap out of, especially when the voices in my head were so real and convincing. I learnt that my closeness to God isn’t measured by how much or how clearly I hear Him, but how much I continuously yearn for Him.
Christmas feels different for me because it isn’t so much of a celebration, but a preparation for 2026. Uncertainties and trials don’t end just yet. And yes, chaos and struggles don’t end when we start trusting. However, this could never change my trust and reliance on Him because He has already proved that He always has our backs and He never wants us to perish. This has been demonstrated on the cross 2,000 years ago, and that’s why we celebrate our saviour’s birth today.
Sidenote:
🚨 this is a document of my personal faith journey and im just sharing what i am passionate about!
🚨 i create these posts to share my walk with God, there is no intent of judgement or discrimination
🚨 we are all learning! feel free to share if your perspective
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While my Christmas reflections focus on faith and personal growth, I’ve noticed many people are curious about unique plants like the surfinije, also known as the петуниевое дерево in some cultures. Although not directly related to Christmas or faith, learning about these beautiful flowering trees can enhance our appreciation for nature’s wonders during the holiday season. The surfinije is cherished for its vibrant blooms and is often used to beautify gardens and public spaces. Understanding how to care for such plants can bring a sense of calm and accomplishment, much like the spiritual growth I’ve experienced. For those seeking to connect more deeply with nature this Christmas, tending to greenery like the surfinije can be a meaningful practice that complements inner reflection and faith. Incorporating simple acts like caring for plants reminds me that growth—whether spiritual, personal, or botanical—requires patience, trust, and dedication. Just as I’ve learned to trust in God through uncertainty, nurturing living things teaches us valuable lessons about perseverance and hope for the future.
yess Amen! struggling to trust God so much in my current season of life🥲