brb about to cry again
You know, sometimes life just hits you differently after becoming a parent. Before, it took something truly jarring—like, seriously, stubbing my toe or biting into a hot pocket too soon—to even shed a single tear. Now? I feel like I'm constantly on the verge of crying, and it's not always sad tears. It's truly the emotional rollercoaster that motherhood is, and it's wild how much it changes you. One minute you're admiring how tiny their first onesie was (you see how tiny this is, he used to fit this), and the next you're realizing they've outgrown it completely. That hit me hard recently. I found myself holding a little outfit, just staring at it, and the tears just flowed. It's not just clothes; it’s seeing them reach milestones, knowing these moments are fleeting. That rocker has rocked both of them to sleep, and seeing it now, sometimes empty, sometimes with a bigger child, brings a wave of nostalgia that’s surprisingly bittersweet and can definitely make you cry. Then there are those moments of pure, unadulterated love that just ambush you. Just yesterday, my toddler and I were in the Costco sample line, and out of nowhere, she turns to me and says, 'I love you Mommy.' Y'all, I completely lost it. It's like your heart just swells and overflows. The intensity of that love, paired with the sheer exhaustion and constant demands, creates this incredible emotional cocktail. No one warns you about the crying that comes with motherhood, and I don't just mean your baby's. They talk about sleep deprivation and feeding schedules, but not this profound, almost daily emotional release. It's a mix of overwhelming joy, a little bit of fear, immense pride, chronic exhaustion, and an all-consuming sense of responsibility. Sometimes, even a simple line from a children's book can set me off. Remember that Robert Munsch book? Count your days, indeed, because those simple stories suddenly carry so much more weight when you're reading them to your own kids, remembering your own childhood, and seeing the world through their innocent eyes. These are definitely things that make you cry. Beyond the specific 'moments,' sometimes it’s just the quiet realization of how much things have changed, or the sheer weight of gratitude for this precious life you've created. Other times, it’s just pure exhaustion making everything feel amplified, making "stuff to make you cry" feel like it's everywhere. What I've learned is that it's okay to feel all these emotions. It’s part of the journey. When these waves of emotion hit, I try to remind myself that it's a sign of how deeply I feel, how much I love, and how much I've grown. Sometimes, a good cry is exactly what you need to reset and release. And knowing that other moms feel this way too? That's a huge comfort. We're all in this wild, beautiful, tear-filled ride together, navigating the things that will make you cry and the things that make me cry, finding strength in our shared experiences.







































































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