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Working in a role that directly contributes to military technology, such as automating drone surveillance for the Department of Defense (DoD), can provoke deep ethical questions and internal conflict. I have personally grappled with similar feelings of unease about the work’s implications—whether it aligns with my values or feels like being part of a system of war. It’s not uncommon to experience doubts about our contributions to large institutions, especially when the work involves technologies that could be used in combat or surveillance operations. In such roles, the tension between career opportunities and personal beliefs can be stark. The automation aspect introduces additional complexity, as decisions about algorithms and system behaviors may directly influence real-world operations. It’s important to remember that many professionals in these positions approach their work with a mix of pride in technical achievement and concern about the ethical impact. Engaging with peers, joining forums, or following thought leaders in ethics and technology can help in navigating these dilemmas. Reflecting on whether the technology can be used responsibly or pushed toward more positive applications is part of this journey. Moreover, understanding the broader context—such as the Department of Defense’s evolving policies on technology use and accountability—can provide a clearer perspective on the role engineers play. Ultimately, balancing career goals with ethical considerations is deeply personal. Sharing these experiences openly, like in this article, can foster a community of support among professionals facing similar struggles, helping us to reconcile our roles with our ideals and perhaps influence a more conscientious use of such powerful technology.