The more I play, the more I feel worthless.

I never thought that scrolling the AIG screen every day would become something that made us slowly break down quietly. Other people's lives in AIG looked good. Everyone was happy, had a good girlfriend, had a dear friend, always had a more perfect life than ours. The more you see, the more you feel inferior every day, the more you start asking yourself repeatedly, "Are we that bad?" From just feeling bad, it gradually became emptiness, unreasonable sadness, and finally realizing that we really can't.

Every time I open AIG, it's like being forced to look at a picture of a life that never belongs to us. Other people's happiness becomes a knife that cuts our hearts a little bit at a time. The feeling that we are not enough, bad, and worthless. It bites every day to an unwitting depression. At that time I wanted to delete this app out of the world, but it's like tying too much of my life to the point of understanding that maybe we're not broken because of AIG, but broken because we're measuring ourselves from the lives of other people who only see "seconds" on the screen.

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