There is no version of my reality where I am not completely bound to you. It doesn’t matter where life takes us, or if the distance between us grows until it spans oceans the way I feel is a fixed point. It’s the one absolute truth I know. I don't know how to unlove you, and to be honest, I don't think I ever want to learn.
I have realized that you possess me in a way that goes beyond logic or choice. Even if I never get to hold you again, even if our paths diverge so sharply that we become strangers, you will still have me. You will have my loyalty, my longing, and that space in my chest that seems to have shaped itself specifically to fit you.
I am hopelessly, desperately in love with you. It’s not a passive thing; it’s an ache that lives in the background of everything I do. I look for you in crowds. I measure every other experience against the feeling of being near you.
And it feels ancient, like I have been doing this for a long time before we even met. If there are other lives after this one, or if there were a hundred before, I am certain I was yours in all of them, too. I’m yours in the past, I’m yours in the quiet of right now, and I’m yours in whatever comes next. Because I know that I would choose you in every lifetime.
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