Stepping Down
I had to step down from a lead position this past month. I was able to apply for the position after working for the company for 9 months. I loved parts of the job and of course somethings not so much but it comes with the territory. After about 2 months my mental health started to deteriorate. I felt like a failure everyday, my self talk was so harmful. Even while I was told I was doing a great job, mentally I was getting destroyed. I ended up meeting with a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with depression and severe emotional distress. I’m so happy to have my managers support me and the company allow me to stay. Slowly I do feel as I’m coming back to myself. There’s still hard days but I’m working on it. I miss the job at times and I’ve been offered to go back when I’m ready. I’m just taking everyday slowly and enjoying what each day has to offer. #mentalhealth #growthmindset #vulnerability #lemon8diarychallenge

























































































