The first month after the leave

The bond....The word is something profound and painful at the same time.

The feeling at that time, the activities we had done together,

Flashback images are always reversible.

Keep and press it. Do not re-project it.

Try to think only of the current picture

Not to water the old memories to bloom back...

During one of my lives, I loved a person and sacrificed a lot of things.

....So much that my brilliance fell away whenever I didn't know.

I was so dedicated to this love that I could overlook many points, standards that I used to set high, low, low, low, low, that I was so glad about the little things.

I always thought, planned, intended, painted the future of both of us. My future always had him there.

But I forgot to think that only I thought that.

I tried for years and found it exhausting, my smile, my brilliance disappeared...

I want my body back today.

Myself...Before I met him.

Before I have to shoulder a lot of responsibility.

Worry. Need him to have a good life.

It's time for me to come back and take care of myself.

Think about your needs. And more importantly,

He doesn't love me that much...

I should love myself. I should live for myself.

The bond is only temporary. People through life pass. No one stays with us forever.

Love, greed, angry, lost.

The end is "dead" anyway.

This little time left. Choose to be valuable.

No, unfortunately, later on, I can't go back and fix the past. I can choose which future I want.

Thank you fate for making us meet.

I don't regret once loving one this much.

Going back in time, I will do the same.

I don't have anything to spend anymore.

It's completely over.....

Someday I will be strong and come back, thank myself for choosing this path. 🩵

Now it's gonna take time to heal the heart, I don't know how long it's gonna take, but it's getting better and better. 1% a day is still good...