A little fuel for the parents of the the goblins that are trick or treating. 🍏🍏 caramel apple Red Bull infusion 🍏🍏 •redbull •caramel drizzle •green apple flavoring •cold foam #redbulldrinks #Lemon8 #redbullinfusion #GREEN #yumm

Cookies and SCREAAAAMMMM •espresso 💁🏻‍♀️ •cookie dough flavor 🍪 •chocolate sauce 🍫 •marshmallow ghosties 👻 •coldfoam

The protection orders for the 4 littles got dropped and the temporary orders got granted into place. My kids went for their first visit with their dad after not seeing him for 9 weeks. My oldest (7) didn’t want to go, he asked me several times if he could stay with me while everyone else we

My baby is sick again so I’m missing several days of work 😭 The protection orders for the kids got dropped today and mine was modified to have communication about the kids. I had to download a court ordered parenting app 🙃 It’s weird going from being together 8 years to no contact for 9 weeks (

School started this week 👌🏽🎉 hallelujah All the babies passed around some kind of fever and I was off work all week 😵‍💫 It was my friend’s bachelorette party weekend and we went OUTSIIIIDE with no kids 👌🏽👌🏽 let me tell youuuu #momsgonewild 🤣🤣 Got approved for daycare assistance and ebt halle

This week has made me feel like I was crazy 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 Started off my week going to therapy 0/10 did not have a good time My kid had a dentist appointment where I got an estimate of almost $400 after insurance 😭😭😩😩 Then all in the same day, my same kid was out riding his bike and got hit by a fre

My mysterious neck pains are back again 😭 it feels like I have a pinched nerve or something in my neck and radiating down into my left arm. 0/10 it’s the worst. Upped my dose in my anxiety meds 😵‍💫 Started reading on my kindle again 🫶🏼 Budgeted for August and basically I’m just allowed to survi

Nothing fun here to update. Went to work. Cleaned someone’s house. Neglected my own house. Paid bills.

I am so tired 😴 This has been the longest week ever it seems like. Started the week of strong with getting pulled over 👌🏽 Started anxiety meds. Racked up probably $700 on attorney fees with all the back and forth for our case. Had to call out of work because I got an infection in my leg. O

Today was rough 😭 Got pulled over, apparently my tags are expired, like 5 months ago 😭 got a fix it ticket, so 10 days to fix it and show proof or else pay a fine. Cried in the car Went to the doctor today to ask about anxiety meds, she agreed that they would be helpful. Cried at the doctor

*surviving not thriving* He requested a court hearing, I knew this was an option but he waited until the very last possible day to do so. We have court next week, according to my lawyer she doesn’t think there is much room for change based off what she read from what I filled out in the order

Cleaned and cried ✌🏽 Sorted the bathroom closet and the basement storage room Rearranged my bedroom Cried because I saw he paid the mortgage payment even though he doesn’t live here anymore

Fourth of July 🎆 The first holiday without him. The kids asked if dad would be there 🙃 But honestly if you asked me for real? The Fourth of July was my make it or break it date. Back at the beginning of the year I said if things were still the same by July 4th I was done and leaving. An

So. Tired. Last minute found out daycare was closed today so had to call out of work 😵‍💫 Took the kids to the children’s museum and got lunch. We all came home and took a 4 hour nap 😴 Grocery store run for some stuff for the weekend Dinner at home Movies and popcorn 🍿 at home. Netfli

One week ago I filled out the orders. Spent 5 hours. Filed them. They were approved within an hour of filing. One week ago was the last night I slept in the same bed as him. I knew that he would be served the next day. He had no idea it was coming. Today I finally folded laundry for

Everything is so messy here. I’m so tired I just don’t have the energy to clean up after everyone all day long. Yes the kids do clean but they’re only so good at things. Called my attorney today Went to work Kid 1 went to his dads house for the weekend Kid 2 unloaded the dryer Kids 3 unlo

Went back to work today. I’m so tired. My neck has been hurting for a few days, I know it’s a cause of the toxic relationship. That’s all I’ve got today. 😴😴😴

The days aren’t hard, I stay busy with the kids and the cleaning and the regular shmegular I was already doing day in and day out. It’s the night, the quiet when everyone else is asleep and I’m just left thinking. Would have been 8 years the end of July. 8 years, 4 kids, 2 dogs, 2 cats, a hous

Put everything outside so his designated person can pick it up. Took the kids to the farmers market. Got myself flowers. Bought groceries. Made lunch. Haven’t cried yet today 👌🏽