See me? ✨ I'm right here. 📍

The disappearance of one of the most important people in life.

It may not always be a father, mother, teacher or friend.

But it could be "ourselves."

I'm very tired today.

I smiled without a smile inside.

The smile that others see.

It's just something used to drown out the tear stains of the day.

The day I had to endure so many things.

Many things that don't stop coming in

Sometimes... I just want to sit and cry.

Want to hug someone

Or just sit and smile at the little things of the day.

Together with someone is enough

I'm not as bright. Not as cheerful as anyone can see.

And at some point in time,

I accidentally abandoned myself.

To do what is necessary.

To survive.

Because it seems to be the only way left.

Destiny looks so heartless.

No, send anyone. No, send anything to help me.

But I finally realized

Destiny is in our own hands.

And I'm still dependent on myself.

I gave up a lot of things.

For the pleasure of others.

Until sometimes

I forgot even my heart.

The honesty, the honesty I used to have.

Turns out to be what some people call "stupid."

I know exactly what I'm doing.

And I realized the results might not be beautiful.

But I chose to accept it.

I just wanted to ask someone...

Can you see me?

See what I'm trying to create?

See how hard I'm trying?

~ Nachnima 🤍