POV: You Obeyed God and Felt Freer Than Ever
I had been contemplating because I know my convictions aren’t everyone else’s but I truly feel the need to share
I have been wearing wigs/ weaves since I was 14 I am about to be 27. That’s 13 years of truly hiding behind a mask that was only created by my insecurities.
Wigs became an idol that I wouldn’t have imagined letting go of. It was my security I felt beautiful when I put a wig on. It became apart of my identity
Last year I cut my hair thinking I was cutting off baggage and boy was i wrong. That cut started something. Not that i purposely was trying to start over on my hair I just wanted something new but i went right back to wigs right after the cut.
It wasn’t until August 24’ where God fully called me out. I felt so naked. Seen with all my flaws. Not knowing that this would be the beginning of truly knowing who I was in Christ. ‘24 into ‘25 has been long lessons and learning the truth about myself.
Was it hard to be obedient? Very much so. Was it worth it? Yes and I’d do it so many more time over if that means it would show how much I love God!
Wearing wigs and weaves often masks one's true identity, as illustrated in my journey of faith. For years, I used these extensions to enhance my appearance, but it became clear that my reliance on them was rooted in insecurity. Cutting my hair was not just a physical change; it symbolized a deeper emotional struggle. Through God’s calling in August, I learned to embrace my flaws and recognize my worth in Christ, which initiated a profound transformation. In the face of obedience, it’s normal to feel uncertain and exposed. Many people struggle with the idea of surrendering their insecurities and stepping into their authentic selves. This journey of faith can serve as a reminder that obedience to God's will often leads to greater fulfillment than we ever imagined. The transition from hiding behind appearances to embracing one’s true self is challenging but ultimately rewarding. Each step taken in faith opens doors to deeper understanding and a clearer identity. Emphasizing that it’s okay to be vulnerable, we can find strength in our faith and community, reminding us that we are never alone in this journey.
