My struggle with productivity
I struggle with taking a break. I struggle with peace and relaxing. I am not a very productive person with job and side hustle. Nothing like that. But in the back of my mind I feel so stressed about ticking off lists on my to-do list, even if it’s as small as taking a bath.
I am not working anymore but I still get Monday blues.
🤍 My Story: I have parents who are very hard working. I grew up to learn that hard work is the key to success. So many daily routine things were related to doing more, to be more. That’s what school also taught us.
🤍 How I Felt: back in the childhood I didn’t realize much but not I have so bad sleep relationship. If I nap in the day I don’t let myself have a good sleep just like it happened today. If I don’t accomplish much in the day I get panicky by night.
🤍 My Takeaways: I feel I need to deal with this. Today I didn’t do any work and I am already feeling anxious about how a day is wasted. I don’t know how to go about dealing with these rules in my subconscious mind.


















































































@Captain Lemon8 @Lemon8 US