Sunday reset - Storytime
Whewwww that market kicked my butt yesterday…this beach day was much needed for all of us…
Especially tytan…story time
Aaron left for his hunt Thursday morning, mind you my husband has never been away from tytan since we moved back home. I honestly didn’t think anything of it but when Tytan noticed his dad wasn’t home during the evening that’s when it went cray. Tytan didn’t sleep all night, so of course I didn’t make it to work cause I was dead.
Friday I had so much to do for our market prep but Tytan wasn’t having it. Bless my sisters for doing the run around for me.
Friday night the bomb went off😭
His episode lasted over 2 hours.
Thank god my siblings were over for dinner cause it was a bad one.
The hurt was unbearable, trying to stop your child from hurting himself and others is a hurt I can’t even explain.
& if you didn’t know, kids on the spectrum have like super hero strength😩 so I was fighting against a grown man tbh…
I was so drained, emotionally, physically and mentally, I was so close to calling off the night market.
At hour 3 his meds finally kicked in so i could finally shower and decompress.
Saturday morning he was still on edge😭
Walking on eggshells is so stressful idk how I even function some days.
So before I dropped him off to his mamas so we could do the market, he had one more dose and thank the lord he slept for 4 hours while we were at the market.
After we were done I was going to leave him there for the night. But guess what at 11pm I checked the camera in his room and he was pacing hardcore. So I showered and drove back to town to grab him cause he was not planning on going down lol.
Sure enough we got home and he didn’t sleep until 2am stimming hard core.
After he went to bed we all crashed woke up and he’s still on edge😭 fml at this point
So I was like ok he needs to go be with nature for a little bit cause this no can…
& here we are at the beach all decompressing from this long exhausting weekend😩
Tomorrow is his Dr.s appointment so praying we can try something new. I know change is a huge factor but damn…
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