Everything is just so exhausting lately
Lately I haven’t felt motivated or inspired to do anything. Nothing excites me anymore. The only passion I have (which is doing makeup) doesn’t even bring me joy anymore. It’s hard trying to attract clientele lately 🥺 I’m tired of scrolling on social media (if it wasn’t for my freelancing job I’d probably delete IG 😭) I don’t even feel like going out anymore cause even then it seems like you’d have to spend at least $100 to actually enjoy yourself 🙃 Food don’t even taste good anymore 🥴. Genuine friendships as an adult feels IMPOSSIBLE. I’m still trying to figure out what career path I want to take that’ll bring good & stable income but as a creative…none of them truly excite me!! It hurts even more thinking about how I’ve dedicated my entire 20s to one sole passion & not being where I want to be in my career. It feels like a waste tbh :(. I just want to find clarity in my situation that’s all 😩
Anyway sorry for the rant I just needed to let this out 😭














































































Yes!! I absolutely agree with you , it seems like as you said everything I loved and cared about isn't exciting, all I wanna do is lay in bed instead of working or eating , it seems as if everything has gotten so much more stressful triggering my anxiety making me not wanna even attempt going anywhere