day by day i dont find myself worth living. im just here, breathing. nothing is happening in my life. if i were in a room, no one would ever choose me. if i were to die, no one would be sitting in my grave everyday just to talk to me. but i would choose my friends that i truly care about in a room

im not trying to be braggy or what but i consider myself a good person. i’ve never wanted to hurt anyone, and if they do hurt me, i tend to be the bigger person. until one time a guy i used to date is dating my friend (which i cut ctc in the nicest way). the girl texted me saying they’re in the dat

countless of times i tried the best i could to someone. they keep saying how great of a person i am to them and how they told me im the best they’ve ever had. but in the end, they left me. one of them said i deserve better and that they couldnt be the best for me, the other left because he chose to