#tiktoklive #livehighlights I have been eating like crazy since working out. I feel like im eating at least 4 times the amount I used to. its crazy to think that my body is requiring all this food and when I dont even feel like it's benefiting me. ok, it totally is. I can feel a diff

im like,,,, pretty sure this is an OCD trait (possible diagnosis coming soon [please god no]) this is the most intense and irrational fear I have. ever since I was a kid, I've upheld this rule. Because what if you suddenly fell asleep at the wheel? I can be there to immediately fix the situatio

#tiktoklive #livehighlights Hi, guys! Im Dovenik Aline. I'm mentally ill and physically damaged. I love dancing and honestly I kind of like pretending I'm this amazing professional dancer when in reality I know that I am not. but the delusional keeps me confident and inspired so why no

GRWM FOR MOTHERS DAY guys I feel like i have no clothes which I know isn't true. an i going crazy chat? #ooftd #outfit #outfitinspo #outfitideas #mothersdayoutfit #mothersday #outfitoftheday #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdthings #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ocd #musician #songwriting #s

I feel like death after getting sick ugh #utah #hotsprings #bpd

he really was dedicated to dancing this with me. I love him so much, hahaha. #justdance #justdance #dancingking

an off duty cop decided to pull over and help me after 5 minutes of being on hold 😭

I tried guys. the ad really wanted to play during the live

what should I title this? #bpd #bpdawareness #bpdrelatable #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdthings #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ocd #ocdproblems #ocdawareness #osdd #osddsystem #bpdtok #osddtok #trauma #musician #songwriting #songwriter #so

Yeah. Sometimes, I wish he was dead. Its been 6 years since my problems first started with my dad. And I didn't officially block him and cut him off until September of last year, 2024. So it's all still pretty fresh, even though a lot of time has passed. The last time we spoke, we were tr

Im very lucky I have a good therapist who really forced me to hear whatever is coming out of my mouth. I like to described the words I use like this: Im nearly completely separate from my mouth. My mouth and head have different thoughts and say different things. The things I say, I don't rea

#songwriter #musician

I realized I never really made an introduction video. here you go! #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdtiktok #bpdawareness #trauma #mentalhealth #traumarecovery #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #instagramreels #reels #explorepage #foryoupage

"You're so funny" thanks, my ex used to dr*g me with X to get me to stay happy and not argue with him about how he was abusing me. he then cheated on me and is still dating the girl he cheated on me with. yeah it hurt a little but wounded my ego. #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdtiktok

I wrote this last night. its the most simple song I've ever made but I needed it to be simple. because it is simple. the lyrics are simple. its easily digestible. I feel like this verse is so good when it comes to relating with BPD. I love making music #music #songwriting #songwriter #so

#bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdtiktok #bpdawareness #trauma #mentalhealth #traumarecovery #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #instagramreels #reels #explorepage #foryoupage

ok, but for real I really did want something to be wrong with me. I wanted to be noticed. I wanted to be paid attention to. I wanted glasses, then braces, I wanted what my friends had because their parents were so cool. I wanted that. eventually, I got the braces I wanted, I got the glasses I wan

Borderline Personality Disorder It's a complex diagnosis that, for me at least, means my childhood wasn't all that great. And it sucks. One of the symptoms I stuggle with the most is my emotional regulation and emotional intensity. When I love, I love hard, extreme, volatile. Because that

isn't that so funny guys? ok but on a serious not, she really used to do that. I can only color in a very specific way now or I'll have a mental break down. this is the step by step: 1. marker or darker colored pencil as a border on the inside of the lines, wherever you're coloring 2