For some reason I’ve always gone above and beyond for the ones I loved even if they didn’t deserve it. I continue to break myself to fix them. I’ve always said that I love different and no one has ever understood what that truly meant. With that comes a lot of pain and heartbreak. It’s like others

I’ve always been a why type of person. You hurt me, did me wrong, made me cry. Why??? Why did you do those things? Why after I told you the trauma I’ve been through did you turn around and do the same thing? If you can’t tell me why there’s no moving forward. If you don’t tell me why you did things

It’s hard when the person you need to forget is the only one who can make you truly happy. I just don’t know if the lows are worth the highs anymore. #leave #stay

Always giving unconditional love to just have the carpet pulled from underneath you is something I can never prepare myself for. No matter how many times it happens you always want to believe this time is different. Let’s hope it’s different. #loveunconditionally #betruetoyourself

I got stuck being the person everyone needed me to be. Now I’m lost in a maze trying to get to who I want to be. #makeachange #lifeistooshort

Addressing that I’m not where I’m supposed to be or who I’m supposed to be with isn’t the hard part. It’s the next step... I have my hand on the door and I want to open it with all my heart. Yet fear of what happens on the other side when I open it has kept me in a state of paralysis. #fearhaswon

It’s when they don’t love you enough that really destroys you. Why were others worth having your heart but not me. Don’t tell me I did everything and more, it does nothing but twist the knife. #doesithurt #hurtsthemost