if they hurt you so much, why are you still with them? because despite everything, there are still moments that make me happy aren't you settling? no, settling would means I am convincing myself that this is my future so you don't want a future with them? not that I don'

Sometimes I wonder if I overthink life more than I actually live it. I catch myself running endless scenarios in my head, things that haven’t happened, things that probably never will. My brain doesn’t know how to rest. And recently, this got triggered by a girl in school. The funny thing is, I