i don’t know why i still stay, i don’t know why i still choose you, i’ve tried to see it in a different lens i’ve tried to put myself in your shoes all that i received was pain insufferable pain excruciating pain it got so bad it affected my physical health not like you cared my chest hurts still e

lately i haven’t been feeling too well not like the sick way well, maybe but in the nauseating-dizzy-motion-y kind the losing myself kind of sick i feel like i started staring into empty voids for longer periods of time usually it was fine but now i’m doing it during work and also when