Getting better … I hope
we went to the aquarium I love the aquarium the animals and especially the penguins and sharks and of course TURTLES
I still get thoughts of self harm especially when I get anxious or stressed or even sometimes the thought will pop up and I realize it is a hard habit to kill sometimes I try to remember how it felt when I would do that and the last time I relapse to self harm I realized I’m an adult and I have a S.O so I have to hide my cuts I’m not a kid anymore with no one who “cares” about me my husband actually care and will see that I’ve done it again it’s hard to think of I do I loose his trust and if I don’t then not only am I staying under control of my mind and actions I don’t have to be in pain when I shower or change or be at work
SELF HARM IS A HARD HABIT TO GET RID OF 🫠






















































































