Exvangelical fiction meets second chance romance

This is my most recent release, To Die Is Gain:

Luke and Paul are broken men on the edge — I divorced, disillusioned, and running out of chances. What starts as a desperate road trip spirals into a brutal confrontation with the past, where survival means facing the truth or losing what little they have left.

Tropes:

Road trip as self-discovery

Midlife crisis

Broken friendship

Faith deconstruction

Masculine vulnerability

Unresolved trauma

Mental health

Redemption arc (hard-earned and uncertain)

Open-door spicy 🌶️ 🌶️

To Die Is Gain by Jaye Pool is on the ‘Zon, B&N, and other online bookstores. Smashwords also has the ebook for 75% off through the end of July.

💵 Price: $4.99 (sale) ebook / $17 paperback / $26 hardcover

http://www.jayepool.com/todieisgaib

#gettoknowme #litfic #exvangelical #supportindieauthors #secondchanceromance

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2025/7/25 Edited to

... Read more"To Die Is Gain" by Jaye Pool offers a profound literary exploration of themes rarely combined with such emotional depth: exvangelical faith deconstruction, second chance romance, and psychological healing. At its core, the novel follows Luke and Paul—two broken men grappling with divorce, disillusionment, and unresolved trauma—as they embark on a transformative road trip that challenges their past and their identities. The road trip theme serves as a powerful metaphor for self-discovery and confronting buried truths. This journey allows readers to witness masculine vulnerability, a refreshing and authentic portrayal that breaks common stereotypes in contemporary fiction. As Luke and Paul traverse physical and emotional landscapes, the narrative delicately unpacks midlife crises and mental health issues which are often stigmatized or overlooked. Faith deconstruction plays a critical role, reflecting the nuanced experiences of those leaving evangelical communities. This aspect provides insightful commentary on spirituality, identity crises, and the struggles to rebuild belief systems amidst doubt and pain. The inclusion of a hard-earned and uncertain redemption arc adds complexity and hope, highlighting how healing is non-linear and requires courage. The novel’s portrayal of open-door spicy romance enhances emotional intimacy without overshadowing the story's deeper themes, appealing to readers who appreciate layered narratives balancing vulnerability with passion. "To Die Is Gain" is widely available in digital and print formats across major retailers including Amazon and Barnes & Noble, with promotional pricing on Smashwords making it accessible. This novel stands out for readers interested in litfic encompassing deep human struggles and rebuilt connections, and it strongly supports indie authorship. For readers seeking literary works addressing faith transitions, mental health, midlife challenges, and second chances in relationships, "To Die Is Gain" is a critically relevant and enriching addition. Its themes resonate in today’s cultural conversations, offering both emotional catharsis and thoughtful engagement with personal transformation and redemption.

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