Thank you for surprising me with the very early Valentine’s Day “flowers”. I genuinely thought this Pokémon card bouquet was a myth only ever saw it on Instagram and even told him it didn’t exist 🫠 but somehow… he proved me wrong. He’s terrible at keeping secrets, so instead of some big roman

2025 wasn’t loud, but it was meaningful. It was a year of quiet endings, unexpected beginnings, and learning how to sit with myself through change. I met new friends both online and offline and crossed paths with people who reminded me that connection can happen anywhere, at any time. Some stay

It’s been such a hectic week, but somehow I still can’t believe it’s been 4 years on Twitch 🥹💜 Through all the on-and-off streams, I’ve met countless friends some who became family, people I now proudly call home. The games we shared, the laughter, the late-night chaos, and even the silly mistak

i hate myself sometimes why do i have to be that tall girl with low self-esteem. no matter how much i try, it never feels enough. i’m trying to lose weight, okay? i really am trying. but it’s like everything i touch, i ruin. and when i overthink things, they always end up exactly how i feared t

She ordered her usual iced mocha little girl carefree, soft-hearted, and so easily bruised. I held my kopi peng, heavier with memories that she hasn’t lived yet. We talked about family how things are a little more stable now, even if not perfect. About how my hair has shifted like the seasons: o

I think I’m finally in a better place now. I still stumble at times, but deep down, I feel a genuine sense of happiness returning. 🌿 I decided to pause streaming to focus on my health and mental well-being. Gaming used to be my escape, but lately, I’ve been pouring more of myself into school and

I thought I mattered more… but maybe I was just easy to overlook. 🥀 The hurt lingers quietly, like a shadow that never leaves. I keep convincing myself there was a chance, but maybe it was only wishful thinking. So I push through studies and work, burying myself so I don’t have to feel too much.

I honestly feel bad. I’m not used to sleeping with others, but for the past 2 weeks, the maid has been sleeping in my room. My lifestyle isn’t exactly “early bird” I love my late-night games with friends, overseas collab for streams, and chats with friends in different time zones. Now, I have to

I finally served my last day at work. One month flew by, and I still can’t believe I’m saying this, but I did it. I left. Met up with my colleagues before I left and honestly, it hit me harder than I expected. We talked about everything under the sun work, life, our little office memories. They