I gave up trying to be a father 5 years ago. I almost was twice. Almost 6 years ago, a toxic ex told a girlfriend I was married. She left me pregnant but aborted it, she messaged me after learning the truth. 5 years ago, I had a girlfriend who wanted my kid, female meth heads murdered her downtown.

I hope everyone had a great holiday season. I try feel something for the holiday every year. I have a couple of small trees n shid, I'm procrastinating to take the little trees down. I dunno, maybe I'm still trying to bring out that feeling, even if it's too late. I dunno.

Hmm. 1st ever post on Lemon8. Well, WUDDAHECK. may as well check it out. So far, so good. #newtolemon8 #JohnDRedwood #HelloLemon8 #🤣🤣🤣