Sorry it’s a long video, but this is the real and raw. NICU trauma and PTSD don’t just disappear the day you bring your baby home. We’re home and so thankful, but my heart and mind are still trying to catch up to everything we went through. I can thank God for how far we’ve come and still cry ov

86 Days and my NICU WARRIOR IS HOME 🥹 #NICUMom #NICUJourney #34weeker #preclampsiaawareness #nicu

There’s the “I’m okay” I say out loud, and then there’s everything I’m carrying inside. The fear, the waiting, the helplessness of watching my baby fight battles I can’t fight for him. Some days I’m afraid that if I let myself feel it all, I won’t know how to pull myself back together. So I keep

Happy birthday David! #deaddadsclub #onthisday

#onthisday #deaddadsclub

Day 28 in the NICU… #preclampsiaawareness #nicu #nicubaby #34weeker #preemie

The emotional pain of being away from you was stronger than any physical pain I was feeling. It’s like my problems didn’t exist & all of yours did. My little NICU fighter 🥊 #preclampsiaawareness #nicu #nicubaby #34weeker #preemie

Please world be kind to my baby 😭 after almost 6 years being home with mama, my heart can’t help but to be sad 🥺 I just know he will do BIG things this year!! #kindergarten #kindergartenlife #firstdayofschool #firstdayofschooldecor #decorationideas

So blessed the Lord choose me to be his mama 🥹 my sweet little 4 pound baby 😭 #preclampsia #preclampsiaawareness #nicu #nicubaby #34weeker

34 weeks…. Nothing prepares you for the grief of your own body failing the one person you were trying to protect the most.. #preclampsia #preclampsiaawareness #34weekspregnant #nicu #nicubaby

Happy Saturday sugar britches 💋 #pregnanttiktok #dressthebump #pregnantootd #pregnantoutfitideas #thirdtrimester

Shouldn’t have ghosted me 🤪 #netflix #netflixdocumentary #netflixtrend #deaddadsclub #deaddad

“She’s Ready to Pop” baby shower- Boy edition 🍼it was perfect 😭 after months of planning it all came to life! #babyshower #shesreadytopop #babyshowerideas #babyshowerinspo #liveoutlandish

Registry Raffle for the W.I.N 🙌🏻 over 100 items purchased on my registry. We are so blessed and thankful!! #registryraffle #babyshowerregistry #babyshower #babyregistry #shesreadytopop

A day late BUT yesterday was a dream 🥹 We are so blessed & loved! Even though I could barley walk I felt like a Q U E E N 🖤 #babyshower #shesreadytopop #pregnanttiktok #babyshowerdress #dressthebump

Baby Shower Prep Part 7- No GATEKEEPING here 💋 DIY a large sign for a baby shower on a budget! 20x30 foam board from Walmart, 20x30 poster from walgreens(always have 60% off), stand I got off of Temu! Grab some double sided tape & BAM! Super easy, super afforable && super cute! @Walmart @Walgreen

FINALLY out for the world to know!! Let’s make a basket for my girly with all the things that I can’t live without being prego! #giftgivingideas #pregnant #pregnanttiktok #pregnantessentials #firsttrimester

Baby Shower Prep 🍼🥤 Part 4 DIY center pieces! #diybabyshower #babyshowerdecorations #shesreadytopop #babyshowerparty #babyshower