They say my baby left a part of me went with him. It’s hard for a parent to go through this heartbreak. I have a my good days where life feels normal but I also have days where my emotions get the best of me. Every tear that I shed was for my baby boy. He was such an amazing baby who always showed

I miss you so much my baby. You were so young and I was not expecting to say goodbye. I cry every night wishing you were still here in my arms. I miss your smile, your hugs and kisses. Always telling me I love you. How can I go on without you? I just can’t go on without you.

I wanna start by letting you know this Because of you my life has a purpose You helped me be who I am today I see myself in every word you say Sometimes it feels like nobody gets me Trapped in a world where everyone hates me There's so much that I'm going through I wouldn't be he

Was gifted this Native American doll

After everything I’m going through I decided a change was needed. Loving my new hair color!

Depression sucks I fought before and won This time it’s fighting back harder Which means I have to fight back harder than before

I miss you my girl. If only you were still in this world. My heart got broken Something that i never have spoken You were gone too soon I will look for you in the moon. A mothers pain I take the full blame I wish I could have saved you My truth I spoke is true. Love you my girl

Being myself is the best, don’t ever change for anyone. I have my moods and days but I will always cheer up!!

#newtolemon8