The life of a child who lost a loved one.😢

Today, I told you about my past that broke my heart.

😢 at 10 years old, my 16-year-old brother, I lost my brother who was with me to protect me, my brother was shot to death, my brother found food to eat, comforted me when I cried, took me for a walk, and I knew when my grandmother said that I was dead, I was so sorry because there was a brother who was with me like I was missing something, no one was playing, no one was traveling anymore at 10 years old.

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😢 at the age of 11, I lost my grandfather. I would sleep with my grandparents more than my parents. I had a bad shot at the end of the field. When I learned the news, I went to see the scene. I saw my grandfather sleeping like a sleeping person, but your head was shot. I saw my father crying and felt sorry. What happened to our family for many years and thought, why not come to see it?

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😢 at 13 years old, I lost my loving father. I had a bad disease. I was with me for 5 years. I lost my father to a heart-wrenching disease. But I was very sorry because I was the one who made everything because at that age I left. I only had a father who took care of me. I just thought why he didn't watch my success. I haven't repaid him yet. I can't think of him every day to this day. After that, I came back with me. 😭😭

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😢 at 15 years old, I lost my first girlfriend, and I had an accident and died at the scene when I learned all the helpless news. At that time, I thought that I didn't say goodbye. There was nothing to say that he wouldn't be with us for months, but very difficult.

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😢 at 16, I learned that my eldest brother had ended his life because of love, and that woman I saw every day of school didn't think he could be mean to cheat on my brother because I saw that I loved each other. After you lost, I don't like him all the way to this day.

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😢 at 16, grilled 17, my great-grandmother got sick, went to the doctor, said that you had the flu, no disease, stayed in the hospital, got three nights, went back to sleep, my great-grandmother lost like a sleeper, my great-grandmother kept giving money to eat snacks before saying, "Don't tell my mother that my mother gave (my great-grandmother will replace herself as my mother), I only thought and cried, but my mother said that you were comfortable, you had merit, you didn't hurt, you didn't suffer, and after a few months, my great-grandfather went after 😭

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😢 18 years old, I lost my uncle, raised since childhood, fell in the bathroom and bled in the brain, slept in the hospital for two days, and soon after, I got pregnant with a younger man, but the younger body is not strong. If born, the limbs rush, the big head.

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😢, at 22, lost my elder uncle, and you got punched by a bee.

I was allergic to heavy bee poisoning, so I died on my way to sanitation to inject antihistamines to be taken to the hospital, but in time I was about to graduate from college. I just thought about why I didn't get my degree for another year. Why can't I wait? I only cried until I fell asleep. Since losing my father, only this uncle gave me money to study with my mother. Sometimes I can pay for my tuition. But I thought that I dreamed that only bees could die? I dreamed like a madman, but I had to accept what happened. 😭😭

😭 my family is a big family, stay at home next to each other, come to eat together every day. I can only sleep and think about why there are so many people who love this life. Why not us who have left before? Why is it just my family? We may only make merit. I can only think that people have to make a good life. He may be looking at us from above. 🥲# Tell stories in the past# Lose # Tell yourself